Butterfly Travel (Bts×Reader)

~12~

Namjoon pov:

3 days we have last 3 days, and Riya is missing since yesterday there is not even single hint where she can be?

Why she always disappears like is she spy or undercover mafia what is she! I wonder why all of us are behind one girl ok she is pretty, smart, kind and caring for sure but all of us! All of like her seriously.

I don't know where she can go? We all are trying to find her, but she is not even here in her room! All of us are worried about her she always makes us worried about her where she can be?

"hyung she isn't in this hotel" jimin said with worried expression but one thing is not understanding yoongi hyung said she disappear from the concert, but they are not sure but now we can't find her.

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Your pov:

I'm not ugly I'm not trash no I'm not useless no no no no my voice is echo inside my mind I try to stop voices, but the voice become more and more loud with sound of laughter which is also become loud "stop just stop it" I yell, and it was silence all again that little girl is now me who is looking with death stare!

I am looking at myself with death stare like staring at mirror I try to touch but it fades away the black space start to fade away with white color paint! There is fairy that is flying with paint brush. I blink my eyes don't know this happened...

But that fairy turn her face and that face turn into black face with big teeth and she come near me smirk "ahhhh" I scram with my whole strange I find tight hold on my wrist "please leave me please I don't do anything please" I try to get out of hold but that fairy no not fairy that monster hold my body to tight and speak something "please leave me please" before I know anything my eyes close without my though please not now this monster will kill me! But that's what she wants in past right!

That was last thing I remember I don't know how long I will be going to in this shit hole....

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Yoongi pov:

I was too scared for when I saw her at middle of rode with running car, she almost got crash if I don't come there at right time my heart was beating too fast when I hold her wrist and pull her toward me, I was too scared to death!

"Please leave me please I don't do anything please" she is speaking that again and again "Riya it's me you are safe" I say try to counsel her, but it triggers her more she starts to push me, but I hold her tight to my embers "please leave me please" she speak in slow voice and pass out this is not good thing.

I hold her in bridal style and go to hospital without thinking anything when I reach there, they tack her in room I hope she is alright I call other and tell them I found her after some min. all of them come but still doctor don't come out "hyung what happened?" taehyung ask with worried face "I-I don't know she was in middle of rode a-and I pull her but s-she pass o-out I-I try but" my voice start to crack my eyes don't hold it anymore and tear stat to flow by time...

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Everyone is silent but their eyes are talking and speaking of fear what did happen why she is suffering and from what she is suffering the time doctor come out all of the speak at same time "what happen to her?" "Who is close to her?" doctor speak "we all are" they speak again with same time "ok can any two come with me!" doctor say and namjoon and Jin go with them.

After close room doctor speak "I will suggest you to tack care of her she isn't eating proper meal and lack of sleep with stress make it worst for herself she really need love and care" "but she is eating properly" jin say with corner face but doctor word make them rethink everything "are you sure young boys because she isn't it might be much for me to say but her health will getting worse if you don't look after her she is being too much on herself that's what I can see being doctor it my job to tell people truth I hope you know what will happen if you don't give much attention to problem"

"Thank you doctor we will do our best" namjoon say and both of them stand and go where their princess is sleeping peace fully without sound and other are waiting for both of them there when they know about what doctor say they all are sad that she don't speak about anything to them and suffer all alone by herself when she need them most they are not with her they all feel guilty about that

Jin pov:

This all is getting messy this isn't all what I want why she isn't getting up 3 hours before we know how bad anxiety, she has but no one of us is talking about it I try to talk but words don't come out from my mouth.

When clearly, we all show her not getting proper sleep, doing over work still we all don't even know she isn't sleeping at all we thought she might be light sleeper but hack she don't even sleep at night I get to know about just now when yoongi and hobie speak about all night things.

Why she isn't waking up! I go near her and hold her hand "guys she is burning" I say and all of them nearly run toward the bed where she is "but she was fine some min. ago" taehyung said "let's call doctor" we call doctor, and the next hours is gone like waiting for her to wake up her fever is getting high at every min. and doctor say she is having nightmare because of that fever is getting high

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Your pov:

That monster doesn't leave me, but I end up in hell I don't know what is wrong but I'm not liking this my whole body is burring with this Temp Racher whole place is black with white line and this hole where isn't ending this look like I end up in monster mouth!

Plus feeling hot in this atmosphere I'm sweating really bad I want to be out of this black hole I'm just walking and walking without looking beside me because this all is terrible in all corners, I'm just looking my every age self-crying and cutting her wrist when she can't cry trying to smile but crying from inside...

After some time, I become really tired my leg is start hurting and I want some cool air or else I might be pass out at any time.

I sit down but before I even breathe I feel someone hand on my head I can't see the person but I can feel touch I even hear some mumbling but I can't figure out what is the voice it tack time for me to understanding thing there are bts voice saying "you can do this there is just little more" those word are start to become louder I try to wake but my eyes just close like last time

I hope I wake up in the real word now I can't bear those black holes anymore I hate this place to much this is just starting to make me sensitive now...

but I have to do this for them I can do that for them I can't give up I want to beside them and I will be....

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hello 

after long time :)

but this chapter isn't good but I hope you understand!

I will try my best in future:]

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