I cried for a good thirty minutes. No words hurt me more than those...only because they came from Ciel. I don't know what I did...but know Ciel hates me. I looked in the mirror...I was a mess. I brushed my hair out a little so I looked half way decent. I decided to go on a walk to clear my mind. I decided not to leave the neighborhood....it wasn't the best place to walk...but right now I don't care. It didn't help the scene played over and over again in my head. I found myself crying again. 'God I'm pathetic' I thought as I wiped the tears from my eyes. Ciel was just one boy...I shouldn't cry over him. I'll meet other better people.....but no one could match Ciel. I snapped out of my thoughts when I fell to the ground. I looked up to see Stephen. "What the hell do you want" I spat. "Watch wear you're going Trancy!" He kicked me hard in the side. "Haha...that's what you get loser" he walked off leaving me there. I made no effort of getting up...I just laid there crying to myself...not because I was in pain...but because I was done trying to ignore my problems....they just got worse and worse. I slowly got up and walked home. When I reached my house papers were neatly laid on the ground in front of my door with a note. 'Alois...since you left early I gathered your assignments for you. Hope you feel better -Soma.' That was nice of him. I picked up the papers and walked inside. I decided to start righ away on it to take my mind of things.I finished after an hour or so. I hadn't realized how hungry I was. I got up and went to the kitchen. I made some dinner and when I was done I went to my room. I went to bed early since I had nothing better to do. Hopefully tommorow would be better.....
