ep 2: friends (Complete)

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Part One: Arms Length
Can't get any closer, couldn't ask for closure, this is all we can be now.

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To Tommo,

I'm not sure why we're doing this, honestly. Some sort of celebration of your life.

I hate to call you selfish, everyone says to never speak badly on the dead. But it was selfish, Louis. You had us. You wrote that didn't have us but we were here the whole time. It's your fault, you're the one that pushed us away. Zayn tried so hard. It broke him watching you fall apart but you wouldn't let him help. It's your fault.

You know what, he's still falling apart. Everyone wants to focus on poor Harry, who you also never let help you, but honestly this entire group is falling apart.

You couldn't even give Zayn closure? He was there practically your entire life and you couldn't spare one of your last moments to write a note for him?

You're selfish. There's nothing that can be done about it now.

I hope wherever you are now, you feel peace in all of this. Things may be falling apart for us now, but who knows. I guess they were always falling apart for you. I hope everything has fallen together.

We'll always love you, Louis. Even after this.

In peace, Payno.