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Part Three: Dusk Till Dawn
I'll hold you when things go wrong, I'll be with you from dusk till dawn.
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Louis,

Why?

That's all I can even think to write here.

What made you decide you were alone? What made you decide this was the only option? What made you decide I wasn't worth a note? What made Harry worth a note?

I'm trying so hard to not be bitter to him, I know he loved you and he needs support. But, seriously? You weren't even together for a year. We practically came out of the womb together. What makes him more worthy of a note than me?

Liam thinks I'm sad. I am, but that's not why I keep pushing him away. I am so, so angry. It's consuming me. Why didn't I get anything?

I lost my best friend and all I get is some hugs? Harry's given the world though? I hate to say it, but I love you more than he does.

I love you more than anything, Louis. I'm sorry I didn't love enough to get a note.

With love and anger, Z.

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