Today my alarm clock didn't go off, not very suprising when the power is cut off. I have to light candles when i need to go to the bathroom at night.
Madeline was still sleeping, i don't know how but she probably didn't even notice things were different. I think today is wednesday. Or tuesday? I don't know.
I went downstairs and made food as usual, only a lot less because i needed to rarion it out for as long as i could. Just as always, when i opened the fridge Madeline came downstairs because she knew it was het feeding time. The frigde didn't have any power as expected. All the meat i had in there would be expired in less than 12 hours.
A couple of days went by like this, not much food to eat, weird sleep scedule, etc. I was getting tired of living like this and i knew we couldn't survive. I started into the void. What would happen if i dropped something in it? I went to the kitchen go get a orange, dropped it in to the void, and it fell like normal, just at a high speed. But it wouldn't touch the ground. I was getting so tired of this, but i never thought of suicide, i wasn't that kind of person. Although now it was something i couldn't keep my mind off.
