As i doubed and doubed if i would jump, i'm going to die anyway. I grabbed Madeline, because she wouldn't survive without me, and looked into the void. I helt her close to me and jumped. I wasn't even crying, i didn't feel any emotion in the last couple of weeks now that i think about it. But then everything went black.
I heard a machine beeping and i slowly tried to open my eyes but the light was too bright, there was a nurse next to me telling me that it was good that i was awake. Awake? But i just died. I opened my eyes to see that i was in a hospital. I asked her what happed and she told me i was in a coma for weeks, you blackedout on the couch due to dyhydration. I asked if my dog was okay, because i 'killed her' when i was in my coma, but luckly she told me Madeline was fine. My family had been taking care of her along with my farm animals.
I was relieved to know everything was a dream. Just a really bad one that i couldn't escape from by hiding in your parents bed at night. Later that day i was allowed to go home and be left alone again, they gave me pills for wheb i started to feel dizzy and advised me to drink minimal 1 litre of water every day. After that everything went back to normal..
