blitzø angst(discontinued For Now)

healing

Blitzø's pov

After the kidnapping I am tormented by nightmares about the whole ordeal

I constantly wake up in a sweat

It's so bad I barely get any sleep now

The nurses here have put me in many sleeping pills yet non of them stop the dreams

12:00 am

I should sleep soon...it's been a little since I last slept
Yet I can't
A nurse walks in

"Mr blitzø you need to sleep your body needs it to heal" says the nurse as she checks my vitals before I sleep

I lay down to try and sleep yet nothing happens

The nurse sighs and hands me a pill
I grumble a little but take it knowing I don't have much choice

As I lay back down I drift into sleep

Tw:abuse mentions(hitting grabbing)

I Suddenly am in my old bedroom...I look at myself and realize I'm my teenage self

Shit

That means

As soon as I think that my dad walks in with a belt

"So blitzo tell me why you didn't make me lunch huh?" Says my dad is a sadistic voice

"I-im sorry I was feeling si-" I get cut off by my dad smacking me with the belt and yelling
"ESCUSES THIS IS WHY YOUR MOTHER DIED BECAUSE YOU CAUSED A FIRE WHOCH YOU ESCUSED YOURSELF FROM"
I keep getting smacked as I try to run away but he grabs me and holds me up by my shirt
I flail helplessly as he throws me against my wall
I collapse to the floor and despite trying I can't get up so I just lay helessly on the ground while he hits me over and over

Suddenly I sit up right and see I'm in the hospital again

"Just a stupid dream" I mumble I say as I curl up Into a safe ball shape and fall asleep again

                     Loonas pov

It's been 1 week since blitzø was kidnapped

I haven't been able to stop worrying

I visited him when he first arrived when he was knocked out

I saw just how bad it was

I'm so glad he is alive

I am sitting at a road waiting for my ubur to get to the hospital

When it finally arrives I hop in and tell him the Destination

He nods and asks a few questions

"So why the hospital?" He says

"My dad is in the hospital right now" I say looking at my phone

"Oh? How come?" The Uber asks with some concern

"Oh He got injured badly" I say looking at my Phone

The Uber nodded then stopped asking questions

I check my phone to see a message from millie

Millie:hey loona I'm sorry
You gotta go into work tomorrow
We need you

I sigh kinda annoyed but figured they need me

I haven't worked all week

I slump back and wait

About 20 minutes later we reach the hospital

"Thanks" I say as I hop out and head to the reception desk

"Hello what are you doing here " says the receptionist

"I'm here to see my adoptive dad blitzø" I say

"Blitzø I dont see any one by the name blitzø"

I sigh and pinch my nose

The o is silent

The receptionist looks and sees and gives me the all clear

I go to his room and see him curled up sleeping

I walk over to a seat and sit on my phone until he wakes up

I hope he's okay

                     Blitzø's pov

"AUGH DAD NO" I cry out as he pulls on the chain around my neck I am shaking on the ground

"You are coming with me whether you like it or not" my dad says pulling the chain harder making me choke slightly

I am trying to crawl away but my dad pulls so hard I'm set into the air

I grab into the chain trying to not choke

I hit the ground with a hard thud

Everything is becoming blurry

I see barbie

"B-barb" I cry out trying to get her attention

She just looks and scoffs clearly annoyed
I close my eyes and pray ill live

I awake with a startle and see my daughter loona sitting in the chair on her phone

She looks at me with a raised eyebrow

"You alright?" She asks kinds concerned

I nod and stretch my body as much as I can...it got stiff from being jn that position so long

Me and loona talk for a bit before she has to go

"Bye bitzø! I'll see you when you get back "

I nod and smile and sit alone

I decide to look through my old photos

I scroll past my memories of fizz and verosika

I put my phone down and watch some TV

I watch some television romance show

"Why won't you love me Alejandro " I roll my eyes

"That's a mood" I say

Eventually I go on my phone

A/N

hey yall! Thank you so much for 300+ reads this means so much to me

I couldn't write to much for this chapter but hopefully it is good for you guys

Next chapter will follow oops as I've been wanting to do that for a bit

I'll have downtime after for blitzø as you never really get that at the end of oops or in any episode really so I wanna make my own interpretation of it!