Beautiful Monsters(Discontinued until further notice)

Part 46-Lost too much.

With too much at stake, the pack had to go on. 

Stiles had to hide his depressed state, Melissa had to act like she was okay, Scott had to distract himself from hearing her voice in his head. They had agreed that telling the pack needed to wait a bit. Deaton told them it was better to know now rather than later and the news made them feel devestated. 

But out of everyone, only one person actually failed to keep their composure... 

With Alex's body in the morgue, Noah Stilinski couldn't help but stare at her pale- lifeless body. 

It wasn't until midnight, that someone else popped in and placed a hand on his shoulder. Noah whipped around, gun in hand, only to lower it and let out a heavy sigh which showed all thr burdens he carried deep within his mind. 

"Lucifer," Noah sighed. 

"Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you... I -um- I, it doesn't feel right without her by my side. Trying to stop bad things were always her thing. I just kept to her side but she never  really needed me... when she did, I wasn't there." Lucifer explained. 

"When they were younger, Alex  used to resent Claudia... I thought it was some childish thing but Stiles showed it to me, he showed me what was done to her. How I let my babygirl face the world on her own because my wife manipulated me into focussing on Stiles more. I didn't give her the love and support she needed... maybe if I did-" Noah paused. 

"Don't blame yourself." Lucifer told him with a sad smile. "Alex never was one to accept help even when she needed it." 

"I got to go, prepare for the game this weekend. We'll need you," Noah nodded and left Lucifer to have his few moments alone. 

"Three days, that's all I have left to find out what I can to defeat that... thing. I did hear with Ceberus... I have a brother forged by the sacrifice you led. But knowing you, you would have known that already. I hope Peter didn't feel your pain and I'm checking in on the twins regularly. I'm not ready to tell them, any of them." Lucifer spoke, feeling his heart ache as he wasn't receiving some witty or sarcastic comeback. 

"I miss you, you bitch. It hasn't even been a full 48 hours. They all act like it doesn't bother them but I know it does. I kept hearing Scott in the meetings. I kept hearing him tell them that we lost too much. That we can't loose anymore, so let's try and fight this thing, beat it and save the kid underneath... because that's what you would have wanted. A safe Beacon Hills." He whimpered, a trail of black ash left as a tear ran from his eyes. 

"I promise you, I will avenge you with every breath I breathe. I will start with the beast, then those pesky doctors and then Theo." Lucifer spoke, before kissing her hand and leaving to find Lydia. 

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It was late night and it seemed that upon the surrounding dark, a woman was showering her long dark brunette hair wet as she messaged her shampoo into her scalp and let it rinse out. 

It was sudden that she heard rustling in the distance of the dark around her. Turning to try and see if something was actually there, her face was dark as she realized that she was surrounded by imense darkness. 

"I can't see shit!" A familiar male voice whispered. 

"Is it always so dark in here?" Another countered. 

"Shut up, both of you." THe third made the girl jump out of the shower, wrap a towel around her body and look for something next to her sink. 

"Where is my cabnet?" she muttered and all three voices suddenly stopped.