Young Love

Mason

She was a goner. I walked her to my room and sat her on the bed she was mumbling alot and then she started talking. "Mason your so hot you know that." She slured her words. I felt bad for her after everything I've done to her in the past she didn't deserve this either. I seen a tattoo on her left arm it was a symbol that me and her had when we were little a kite. I put her arm down she needed sleep. As much as I wanted to kiss her I knew thats not what she would of wanted especially at this state. I looked at her she's was so beautiful it made my heart beat faster. I walked over to my dresser and got out a t-shirt. I knew she was gonna hate me for this but I felt so horrible already i didnt want her sleeping in a dress i knew was gonna be uncomfortable on her. I pulled off her dress and thats when I seen the scars on her. My heart stopped as I looked at then there were so many. But I knew all of them were because of me i slowly ran my fingers across them. I could tell she was getting cold so I put my shirt on her and covered her up in my blankets. I locked the door on my way out  so no one would go in there and disturb her sleep. I knew she wasn't gonna be waking up anytime soon.

The party was over and everyone was shit faced but I got them all out. I don't drink alot but I drink enough to get my mind calm. I cleaned and so did a couple of my friends. After cleaning I went upstairs to my room and when I opened it there she was sleeping like an angel I changed into my sweat pants with no shirt and layed next to her but far enough just incase she wakes up and freaked out.

Right before I feel asleep she woke up and quietly said thankyou Mason.  I felt my heart skip a beat the way she said it was so pure. Then she sat up and I made eye contact with her she was close to me too. Her eyes were so beautiful they has a adorable light brown color to them i couldn't help but to look at them. She looked down at my lips and kissed me it was so passionate but I could tell she was still drugged. I couldn't help it I had to kiss her back. My hands trailed up her back feeling all of her curves her skin was so soft I couldn't even explain it. I turned her over and she was on her back I pulled her legs apart and got between them she gave out a little moan. She trailed her fingers down my abs. The way she was softly touching me I couldn't help it. I snapped out of my gaze and got off her she yelled hey I wasn't finished! But  she was drunk and I couldn't hurt her again. She stood up pushing herself on me she wanted more. I picked her up and laid her down in bed I told her no that we can't continue to do this it isn't right. She huffed and layed back down and turned away. I leaned over and kissed her head she was out. I chuckled to myself. I got on her phone, texted her mom saying she was sleeping at a friend's house that night. I couldn't help but admire her her beauty was unexplainable. She has been beautiful ever since we were little but I couldn't date her thats why I turned on her. I developed a crush on her for over the past years when we were friends but she never liked me back she was my first kiss so we could try it out and get it over with. She said she didn't like it I did deep own bit I didn't want her to think I was being weird so I agreed with her. When we got into freshman year I talked to some of my guy friends and they told me to be mean to her to get her. So we destroyed the tree house I thought it was funny but she cried I didn't wanna hurt her thays the last thing I wanted. Seeing  her tears made a deep feeling in my chest hurt. A week later she got a new friend and it made me mad so I started texting her new friend to be mean to her. Since she didn't like me I was mad so I wanted to be mean about it. I knew it was childish but she never took my feelings for anything. When I sent her walk into school this year the way she was so beautiful and her skin was shining I felt a beat in my chest she has 2 new friends now kayle and Jess. They are pretty but not as pretty as her. I made the comments about her to get her attention so I could talk to her but she didn't like it not even a little bit and it mad me mad. I knew aoem guy would of swooped her off her feet and use her for her body and for soem reason deep down it made me mad thinking about it. I went down stairs to grab water and meds for Cassie so in the morning she dont have a head Ache. When I walked into the room she was bent over the bed puking in the trashcan I thankfully I had there. I ran to her and started rubbing her back. I knew she wasn't feeling good. She finally stopped puking I got her to drink some water to wash her mouth out. She started crying I could tell she has never drank before. I held her in my arms till she went to sleep again. It hurt so much seeing her in this start.