war of hearts(Taekook)

10.

Minho once again spoke,

" why you are marrying him if he is so irritating "

" yes ,, taehyung you are so handsome,,you have so many options,,you are still struck with jungkook from last seven years,"
aera one of his colleagues said ..

Taehyung knew aera had a crush on him,, and he so desperately wanted to tell her that she is nothing in front of jungkook but instead he said

" he is  good ,, a doctor, my family loves him,, I do too,, it's just some time he doesn't let me breathe" 

area stood up and came beside taehyung and started rubbing his back

"taehyung dear if you can't stand him ,, just give your marriage a second thought"

"yaa don't regret your decision" Minho spoke again,,

"he's like a koala bear, he's wrapped so tightly around me,"

I told everyone. With that statement, I was able to ignore minho's suggestion of just to back off from marriage and avoid answering others question.

Divert! Misdirect!

When aera got up to stand beside me and again offer her unwanted advice, I refused to give in to the urge to push her the hell away from me.

I had to sell this so minho lost the bet, and I refused to flinch and give him satisfaction.

So I told aera that if the situation with Jungkook didn't improve, I might have to take her up on her offer.

Right after hell freezes over.

Not knowing my boyfriend was listening to the whole exchange.

Not knowing that making sure minho lost the bet was going to be my doom .

Present.

"I know it was a bad move, baby,, but I just wanted to wipe the smug look off his face. I let myself be goaded into saying shit about you just so he'd lose the bet. And I let aera  say that and get near me because Minho and yeri were just waiting for me to back down."

I regret every word that came out of my mouth to the depth of my soul, wish i wouldn't have let Minho and aera bait me into it.

Trying to talk with you was my major objective from last 10 days.. I was repeatedly losing my mind without you .

"So, basically, your pride was more important than me and making sure minho lost the bet was more important than telling them to back off And by the way, she wasn't near you, as you so  put it --

she was straight up pressing against you and rubbing your back so softly and you were holding her waist.. But hey, it was all in the pursuit of making minho be wrong, so no big deal."

He shook his head.

"It was the wrong move, all the way around It was stupid and immature and thoughtless, I was stupid. I know it. I let you down, and I let myself down -- both as the man who loves you and the man I want to be.

I don't want to be that kind of man because that's not the kind of man you need and it is not what a wonderful person like you deserve..

"All I need is someone who loves me ,respect me , honour me and have my back when needed,, yet you prioritise that so called friends of yours above your fiance."

"Plz, baby I am sorry,, i don't know how to prove the guilt i feel ,, i disappointed you not only you our family friends and myself,, I feel sick that I hurted the only person I want to take care of.. i don't find you clingy even a little bit,,

it's me who is always clingy to you,,  it's me who wants you like oxygen necessary yo breathe,, I was waiting for our wedding from last two year and hell i ruined everything,,

i was looking forward to tell the world the I am your husband and you are mine just mine..."

"But you did the exact opposite,,and you hurted me taehyung,,badly,, you were not the only one waiting to get married,,

I was also waiting for calling you mine completely,, just to make one of your friends losse a stupid bet you ruined our marriage,"

" no baby ,, don't say like that we will get married,, not now,, there is no rush,, we will keep things slow,, at your place and when you find in your heart to forgive me ,, than we will proceed with our marriage"

"I don't think it will work you shattered my heart along with my trust,, I always thought you have my back no matter what,,

I am less important than your pride ,,than it would be better if we part ways and you find someone else".

" plz trust me ,, one last time,, I won't give you another chance to get mad at me."

" how can I trust that you won't throw me under the bus again for your friends..?? And what kind of friends make bet about someone personal life"

"They are not my friends anymore,,hell i think they never were,, I am not in contact with them other than strictly work .they are out of our life's ,, going forward I don't want to have anything with them."

" I am looking for a new place to work,, I don't want to deal with people who degrade you in any manner "

This caught jungkook 's attention.

" what do you mean by new job".???
"You have worked your a** off to get to your position,,you can't just leave it."

" I can and I will,, I am ready to move forwards and positive changes are always welcomed "

"But"

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