war of hearts(Taekook)

11.

"But"

" I swear it 'll never happen again.".

" I never expand it to happen the first time"

"It was the first, last and only time,, I have learned my lesson bun.. this one month without you was not less than hell.

It was my wrong choice ,, my wrong reaction.  instead of dealing with maturity I made childish decision,, my immature self lead me to a place where I was standing alone,,

without you and I hated myself for that,, I don't want to be that person anymore ,, i let everyone down and hurted you,, i hate what I have done to you,,how I made you feel.."

"Not even in my wildest dreams I though you would do something like that,, i thought it was you and me against the world together " jungkook said hurt evident in his voice

"I never thought myself,, but I blew up the most beautiful thing to get back at minho,, I am ashamed of everything i did and said,, but please give me time jungkook,, don't give up on me,,

I love you,, we love each other,, you are the only one I want to spend my life with,, in these seven years I never even once thought about a day where I have to be alone,, but this past month proved that,, living without you doesn't feel right,, I don't feel right,,

it felt like I am running in darkness with no destination and a never ending road.. I am missing everything in my life,, please give me one chance to prove that I won't leave you alone,, i would stand up for you ,,

I will have your back,, i will be the man you want and deserve not some coward,.

"Taehyung"

" baby please I will cry if you keep calling me taehyung,, i want to be your tae again , I made a horrible mistake and got my lesson in hard way,,

I am begging for a last chance to show that I have your back from now onwards for forever'.

Jungkook felt sincerity in his apology,,but it doesn't change the past that he gave priority to someone else over jungkook,,what he did was not right ,,but his guilt take away the hurt he caused ..

There will always be a scar of the stinging hurt. But the fact that jungkook loved him still do and wanted to spend rest of his together and have a family was pleading him to not throw away all the years of love over a stupid mistake taehyung made,,

in past taehyung worshipped the ground jungkook walks in,, he remembers how taehyung for one year put every effort to impress him,,

and it took them another two years to take the s*x step in their relationship,, jungkook wanted to go slow and savour the time of dating and taehyung being whipped then the whipped cream never forced jungkook for any intimacy,, he was happiest with spending his time cuddling and enjoying themselves..

And now those beautiful eyes of taehyung which held immense love for jungkook was pleading him to give him a chance not to waste all the years of happiness over a drunk stupid mistake,,,he was determined to show that from now on he will have my back always and forever..

Jungkook thought about all the years they were together taehyung never even taken a glance towards any girl or boy,, it was just jungkook who was the centre of taehyung's attention,,

he politely declined every proposal he got and scared off anyone who showed any interest in Jungkook,, he seemed like a bodyguard,, yet he never controlled jungkook,, 

he never flirted with anyone or let them think that they have a chance ,, he proudly introduced jungkook as his boyfriend as his man,,

He clearly remember the day Jungkook mat taehyung's parents,, he straight away introduced him as his future husband and not as his boyfriend,,

jungkook got too overwhelmed, to say his parents were shocked wouldn't be a lie,, taehyung never introduced them to anyone and one day he brought a boy and told them he is their future son-in-law,,

he even gave them choice whether to accept jungkook or they can forget about every Friday night family dinner,, and his father was to proud to see his only son standing up for the love he wanted and his mother gave jungkook biggest hug of his life..

that was the day when they made love for the first time and lost their v-card to each other..

But now the reason because of which taehyung inflicted pain on Jungkook was lame  and inexcusable but it was not unforgivable..

Jungkook was so in thoughts he didn't hear the door bell ring ,,he came out of his daze when taehyung stood up from the floor,,

" hold that thought,,baby,, i will get rid of who ever is on the door "

Jungkook nodded and went to open the door, jungkook followed after a moment.

" why the hell you are not picking up my phone ,, you haven't replied to my texts either ,, what is your problem,, are you ignoring me on purpose "

a fuming aera said without giving taehyung any chance to reply.

"I am sure that is not a surprise,when I didn't talk to you after that night. You should have understood that I don't want to talk to you or any of you. But you are not as smart as I thought,,

so let me spell it out for you, aera I am not interested in any relation with anyone who insults my fiance,, so f*ck off,, I am done with all of you,, and think I and jungkook don't exist for you".

TBC

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