Our first encounter (Taehyung ff smut 21+)

Doomed🔥

I can't control my feet storming out from the dining area, it feels suffocating. Yoon Gi and Jung Kook are trying to stop me, yet at the end letting me go.

My heart's racing, my eyes are red and watery. I saw Mr.Bang on my way to someplace quiet, he calls me, "Tae Hyung!", I ignore him, walking straight to a quiet corner, disappearing from Mr.Bang's sight.

I repeatedly look behind my shoulders, making sure no one is tailing me, I let out a little cry. I know that we are still possible on keeping our relationship discreet, but it carries too much risk if we work practically in the same company. The whole status is different now. As much as I want Y/N's success logically, emotionally I just want to keep her for myself.

Y/N is calling. My hands are trembling, seems like my energy has been drained inside out.

"Hi..", answering her in a lifeless voice

"Tae.. I can't find you. Where are you?", her voice is crumbling.

"I uh.. I'm not sure, Y/N. I'm somewhere in the quietest corner, as quiet as my head right now..", sending her my location.

"I will carefully go there.. wait for me, Tae", she ended the call. I go into a small empty room, it looks like a vacant storage.

I sat on the floor for another ten minutes, starring into a grey unpolished wall, basically my mind is absent. I hear a shallow heels steps coming closer.

"Tae Hyung, it's me.. Y/N. Where are you?', her text came in.

I carefully open the door leaving an inch to peek. She saw me and bursted in.

"Y/N.. this plot twist is the worst. It is worse than any kind of psychopath movie, who apparently the father is the murderer of his child..", I sighed, holding in my tears from falling.

Y/N cupped my cheeks, closing our lips together. Our kiss is wrapped in sadness. Just when our eyes closed, I can feel tears are dropping from her eyes, landing my our kiss.

"I know..This feels like an attempted murder on us. Murder on our happiness. Our situation was hard and this going to be even harder. I'm so sorry this should happen to us, baby.. On the positive side, we probably going to meet quite often, right?", our fingers intertwined, my thumb brushes off her tears

"Y/N, baby, the whole thing is different now, you know how risky, how dangerous, and potentially damaging our lives and career if we're in the same company and caught in a relationship? And you technically being my superior?", I cupped her face "I don't want you to get hurt, us to get hurt. From earlier's speech, even before that, I can point out that you and Harue are the spotlight, important people and media knows that you both are key successors. Imagine if you are caught with me, what would it make you? Us will be in so much trouble, it would be so hurtful, baby.."

Y/N hugs me on the waist tightly, burying her face on my chest. I hug her back, never want to let go. A few minutes passed in silence. Only a sobbing sound can be heard.

"Let us clear our head, think what we could fight together for us. We should hang in there.. I love you Tae. As much as this will be hurtful, imagine if we should loose each other because of this..", she strokes my gelled hair, "Geez, your hair is crisp. I thought it wouldn't be as stiff.. By the way, you look dashing tonight Tae"

I bend my head down, reaching for her lips, kissing it softly, "Yeah, okay, let us clear our head. I don't want any of these to cloud my judgement too.. I love you, probably similar like I love Tannie now", continuing to kiss her, our tongues meet, tasting every inch of our mouth, we deepened the kiss.

"This room.. there is no cctv? Have you checked Tae?", she pushed herself back, her eyes are scanning this narrow room.

"I have checked, there is none. Are we granting our fantasies? Making love in a corner?", I bite her lower lip, down to give chaste kiss below her chin.