Our first encounter (Taehyung ff smut 21+)

Love Unveils (Tae Kook moments)

—Tae Hyung's POV—

We separate. It was one of a heartbreaking moments I have ever experienced. I can't think straight right now, me and her, suddenly I received a confession from one of my longest friend, Jung Kook. 

My hands are trembling, my head is dizzy, my members are keep asking me why they saw me and Jimin were happened meeting her. But their words are just a hum in my head. I didn't reply them, I just heard Jimin was saying to the hyungs "Stop it guys.. let him think in peace. He will tell us everything. Or I will be the messenger", he nods on his own words

I quickly take my seat at the very back of the row and I see that my seating partner is Jung Kook. Since we are in the business class, there are only 2 seats beside each other. 

Soon as we took off, I throw my head back flushing the pillow, I unbuckled the seatbelt and take a peek at Kook. He is doing the same and still doesn't talk or playing around with me

Hours after took off, we had our dinner, I am busy with my food and movies, but my mind is still wandering around everything. My tummy is happy and I try to sleep it off. But I couldn't.

"Yes, excuse me. Can I have a glass of red wine please?", I ask the stewardess. Suddenly the voice beside me added, "Make it two please. Thank you" It is Jung Kook.

I've been wanting to ask him about this morning, I am contemplating and open a conversation, "Jung Kook-ah.. ehm, about this morning.."

"Yeah about this morning. I guess I owe you an apology. I should've not done THAT. I was caught up in my emotions," he cuts me off and stares at me

"What I want to ask you is, does your feeling towards me really going that way?"

Kook closes his eyes, he bites his lips "We talk after few sips of wine. I can't explain right now"

I am nervously sipping my wine, hoping that I could just sleep it off and not thinking about it. Jung Kook keep asking for more wine and so do I. I feel my head is lighter and I ask Kook again, "You are a tough drinker, Kook. And you owe me huge explanation. Mind to explain it now?"

In the meantime, we finally asked for a bottle of wine, Jung Kook is on his 5th glass, I can see his face is reddened, "Uhm yeah I can probably. Well, it is true that I was kinda jealous. I can't clarify the feeling.. uhhmm.. I guess I was just mistaken. I'm so sorry for you too Tae..", he shakes his hair and he rest his head on my shoulder, I think he is drunk already

My lips are still sealed, my mind is absent.I continue drinking and finding that Jung Kook is just looking outside the window, I think he is upset because I didn't reply him. I feel drunk and my clingy drunk side automatically snuggle into him, "Kook. Should we try something? Just to clarify things," 

He was surprised and turn his head to me, "Try something such as what?"

"Uhm. Nevermind. Just sleep, my mind is still absent..", I am mumbling and still resting my head on my pillow

"You mean, this?", he moves his body and his lips are trailing down my neck. "Is this the something that you meant?"

I half eyed checking everyone surrounds me and everybody is asleep and wearing their headphones.

Jung Kook's hand is grabbing my waist, turning my body so I could face him. He is starting to unbuttoned my shirt to have better access to my shoulder, he trails down kisses and leaves me some hickeys, I could feel it. I want to push him away.

"Fuck, Kook," yet I grab his neck, kissing him below his ear, down to his neck, suctioned his shoulder and he let out a moan. 

I stop after his moans and his eyebrows furrowed, "Why did you stop?" He complained

"Uh, this is not right, Jung Kook-ah. I don't want to make us feeling awkward. Just close your eyes and let's rest" I said to him firmly and now I laid down on my back with my eyes closed

I can see his lusty gaze, he grabbed my wrist and he is leaning his face forward  to kiss my lips. I didn't realize that I kiss him back. I pushed him away immediately.

"Seriously? You are such a turn off, Hyung. You gave me a hard.. Argh forget it," Jung Kook is very annoyed and let out a huge sigh.

I know what he is going to say, I have a sudden heavy breathing but I try to control my reaction

"Listen, you know I care about you, but I think for this time being, us going that direction is just not the right move, Jung Kook ah. We might occur some.." I said to him in frustration and he cuts me off

He looks at me back, his gaze are dimmed, "But with dating that girl would be the right move for you?"

I shook my head, shaking my hair "I don't even know.. But us is just not right. Please we give each other's understanding, Jung Kook ah.."

He is silent, his head down and he curls his lips, "Yeah ok, Hyung. Just forget this.. I won't argue with you about this anymore and I won't mention it. So, yeah I try to understand.."

He is disappointed, I know from the look of his eyes, I just try to get close to him and he hugs me. I hug him back. Just a friend, just like a brother we normally are.

"Let's not get awkward ok? We need each other, as brothers. I am here for you, you know I am grateful for you too, Kook"

Jung Kook doesn't reply and we separate ourselves, I fell asleep because of the wine is still hitting me.