BEAST CROWN

BEAST CROWN 13

   She is traumatized, it's been few days that incident happened & still she felt like his lips on her, his breath is falling on her face & his seductive voice on her neck,,which all making her nervous,, he isn't with her now but all she could able to feel is him & only him,, her hand which he was holding at that time she feels like her hand is on handcuff,, he said that he will make her love him & he meant it like day light.,, her period is gone just tomorrow & all these days he didn't bothered her but didn't miss the chance to be intimate either,,

   she still didn't understand him,, it's like a puzzle game for her,, just when she made decision that it's actual him that's when he turned exactly opposite of her thaughts,, she doesn't know when he is serious & when he is flirting with her so she never feel anything like love, nor she get butterflies,, but his eyes,,, oh fuck his eyes,, sometimes he look at her with lust full gaze & sometimes like he is fucking her with his eyes,, she doesn't want to look at his eyes but she don't have any option other than looking at him cause she is way more than afraid of him, it's his demand that he want her to look at him no matter what's the matter is, no matter how much she is sad or afraid she had to look at him because he always have not one but two gun,, she doesn't understand why the hell he carry this weapon with him at his own place,, but she doesn't care about,, all she will be it's glad if he got shot & die, only then she will be free but she also knows it's all her delulu,,

   She isn't happy here anymore, she missed her old life,, where she has her Ziro, mamma, uncle,, she missed the argument between her & Ziro with food,, how she make him culprit to his own parents & how he got jealous with her,, how her mamma scold Ziro if he anyhow make her irritated,, how her uncle hugged her like her father,, she missed those evening when she got out of the house with Ziro for ice cream date, how they fight with each other like a crazy sibling,, she missed all that things but now she don't have anyone to even share her sad face,,

   Thinking all the things she start crying silently,, a long tear escape from her eyes,,  V said he love her but no he never ask about her feelings, he never notice her tear,, he never feel sad for his love one,, all he do is dominant,, roar,but the kiss,, the kiss made her weak over him & she refuse to accept it, it's like a shiver still running on her spine, whenever she remember it she got electricity shok,, his voice is so powerful, that it make her feel something strange,,but all her thinking vanished into thin fog when door get shot open reaveling J-hope with serious face which make her stand on her feet....

J-hope = you know how much i struggle to came here... "he said with heavy voice which made her stunned.. as she ask...

Y/N = w..why ??  "she ask like she did something wrong which make his way so much tough...

J-hope = i came here like a thief you know,, how much you are worthy then imagine... "he said while settling  himself on the couch,, as he rested his head on back of the couch..

Y/N = me... "she said pointing her index finger on herself but the sound came out like a question as J-hope look at her before confirmed...

J-hope = obviously you or who else,, probably we are not allowed to came in his room but we don't have any work at here either but sometimes we could came if there is any reason but now your Tae just made a new rule on us that don't dare to came at his room.. will you please tell me which KOHINOOR  he hide here,, "he said in one breath but all he get is her weak smile which caused him sad,, it's not what he wants to see in her,,he came here to cheer her mood but seems like he made her mood more bad as he hear her word....

Y/N = it's not about me being worthy bro,,, it's all about his insecure that he don't trust me enough but it's not like i will never try to run from here,, i understand his thaughts about me but i wonder for one more time that he also don't trust you all..."she said before sitting on couch infront of him who is not happy hearing her...