Blistering Love

33

33

"Do  you  really think I can  just  sleep  peaceful  while  you're alone  in  that  damn hotel?"

"Yes Hades you should be. We have past but look, it was all from the past--."pinutol niya ang sasabihin ko.

"--but something happened to us, you even said you like it. So what was that then?" medyo frustrated na siya.

"Oh my gosh Hades! I only said that for you to stop pestering me about that case to file. I never knew that you'll take it in that way."

"What do you think I will think then? Look Triana something happen, to us and what? You want us to be casual, to forget about it."

"Yes apparently, we're adult so please."

"We didn't use a protection. If you didn't remember? I wanna say na this time kung meron, i-tama natin Triana." Nanlaki ang mata ko, part of me remember it but very vague.

"What? No protection? I can't be pregnant Hades, besides where not together." I said it and begun histerical.

"Well I tried to stop y-- no i'm at fault i'm so sorry." mahina niyang sabi.

"Let's talk about it after ko mag-take ng pregnancy test." I look at him and he was in shocked.

"Okay let's do that so please stay at my condo then i'll stop bugging you." Ngayon ay mas kalmado na siya.

"Pagiisipan ko muna Hades give me time to think okay, just 2 days."

"1 day, I don't think I can bare it for days Triana." I rollled my eyes.

"Fine 1 then."

"Can I have your number."

Para hindi na kami mag-away pa, ay pumayag na akong ibigay ang number ko sa kanya.

Pinagpatuloy niya na ulit ang pag-mamaneho. Mukha kaming may malaking problema, parehas kaming humihinga nang malalim.

What if I am really pregnant?

We will be co-parent right? Cause this time I will not hide it from him.

Maybe pinangarap ko rin ang magka-baby.
This time kung meron man I will be genuinely happy.

Kung lumaki man ang anak namin, maiintindihan din niya na kaylangan namin mag-separate ng daddy niya.

What the fuck ,Triana. Hindi ka pa nakaka-take ng pregnancy test. Malaki na agad nang baby sa utak mo.

"This is my hotel you can park here." sabi ko noong nasa bukana na kami ng hotel.

Hindi mabigat ang baggage ko so I can still carry it.

Hindi siya nagsalita, though hindi niya din tinigil ang sasakyan at nagtungo pa sa parking lot.

"Hey ang kulit mo, I said just park sa labas e."

"You can't carry your baggage. Buntis ka." Mahambog niyang saad, na tili pa sigurado na siya.

Nanlaki naman ang mata ko.

"Ha? You say so? what if hindi ha?" hamon ko dito.

"But what if oo?" pabalang niya ding sabi sakin. Bigla tuloy akong nairita sa kanya

" Edi wow panget."

Lumabas ako ng sasakyan at padabog na sinara ang sasakyan niya.

Wala naman akong narinig na hinain niya about it. Nagpatuloy nalang ako sa paglalakad. Bakit nga ba ako galit malapit na ba ang period ko? Is it my hormones or baka buntis na talaga ako?