Nikolai Gogol Hanahaki disease

Chapter 1

If something is in * means action

If text is in " it means texting and stuff like that

If something is in this font it means something said in the past

If something is in bold font it means it's important

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In the past:

When Nikolai first met Fyodor , he gave him everything, Fyodor looked like a God to him , an evil God.A manipulative one.
He helped that helpless clown wondering on the streets for at least food , fyodor took him in , as he said

"Come with me and you'll have everything"

Nikolai instantly fell for him , how couldn't he.

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In the present:
(Nikolais pov)

So today the DOA is planning to go to the park I hope Dost kun will come too , he'll be so cute. Ill call him!^^

I proceed to call the DOA group chat

-Hi guys , *I say*
-What is it this time Nikolai , *asks Sigma with an annoyed voice from me*
-Did u forget Sigma , ur so silly , WERE GOING TO THE PARK TODAY ^^ *I shout excitedly to Sigma kun and then proceed to ask* Do you know where Dost kun is?
-I think he's hanging out with Chuuya *answers Sigma*
- Oh , Okie dokie I'll text him
-ok bye *Sigma kun hangs up*

Then I text Fyodor

"Hi Feyda!!!"
"Nikolai?"
"Ull come to the park today right w me and Sigma anddd maybe Bram Bram will come too , I'm not 100% sure tho"
"OK, I'll bring Chuuya to bye"

Chuuya? What's so special about him ... Well they're friends ... I think *Nikolais smile fades a bit but he tries to act like he's not suspicious about them*

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Time skip:AT THE PARK:
(Still nikolais pov)

EVERYONE ARRIVES YIPPIEEEE>_< Chuuya too...

-DOST KUN SIGMA KUN BRAM BRAM!!! Chuuya kun hi... *I say shouting the half sentence till I see chuuya holding Fyodors hand*
-Hi *says Sigma kun and starts reading his book*
-... *Bram bram just looks at me silently and nods*
-Hello Nikolai*says my dear Feyda❤️❤️❤️*
-Hi Nikolai*says Chuuya standing next to him*

*Sigma looks at them and notices how they're holding hands , Fyodor isn't really an affectionate person I you could even call him a human being ... mire like a Demon but that's not the point . Sigma looks surprised so he asks them his question*
-Are you guys dating?
*This question took me by surprise I was hoping for the answer "No were just friends" or "No but I have a crush on someone who's name starts with an N and ends with an I"*

*Fyodor finally after some time of thinking answers*
-Yes ... Chuuya is my boyfriend.

*I feel my smile fade slowly and I feel an irritation in my throat, I feel that I need to cough, like I have a sore throat but at the same time I feel like something growing on my lungs , like flowers? No it can't be. I'm just imagining things. Right? IS IT? ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
ITS NOT REAL ! ITS NOT REAL
IM JUST IMAGINING THING AM I NOT?!?
then suddenly I feel dizziness and the feeling that I need to trow upp and I say*

(Poor Nikolaibtw this all happens in his mind so no one hears him scream)

-S Sigma kun I'll be right back , I'll go to the restroom in that restaurant *I say*
-okay I'll tell the others *says Sigma , I quickly run into the restaurant*

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(I hope you enjoyed this , this is the first fan fic I made I'll prob continue this tomorrow)