Childhood trauma

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I don't think adults realize just how much your childhood affects your future..... What I mean when I say this is what they show you as a child is what you will do as an adult.....I had a pretty shitty childhood.... I mean I don't understand how someone who brought you into this world truly hates the child THEY created nobody asked to be born that was the parents they fucked up so why should the child suffer I guess the saying" Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child". I spent years questioning myself, asking myself why can't I be better, what did I do as a child to deserve the way I was treated".Then oh when they realize that you are happy and you making a good life for yourself they decide to pretend like they helped you get there no you helped me understand the only person I need to trust in the world is myself! I'm not saying all parents fucked up and now they have to pay the consequences. No, what I am saying is that some parents don't have a reason to treat THEIR children like shit. They made a mistake but they didn't try to right it they just kept making mistakes. After making a mistake so many times it isn't a mistake anymore its a choice it was your choice to have a child, it was your choice to treat them like shit, it was your choice to have them raise themselves, it was your choice not to be there. IT WASNT THE FUCKING CHILDS.......Another thing why do parents feel the need to degrade children "your so lazy" (no I'm not lazy I'm fucking depressed tf😂🤚🏽 sorry the joke was there ). Anyways  I also hate when people say "slow down the food not going anywhere" I HATE THAT I was getting food and someone said that to their child and she looked so embarrassed and like sad almost.

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This shit is so bad but like I wanna make a book and why not make it on trauma and quotes this is actually like so bad I'm sorry for anyone who reads this I tried and the spelling is bad please don't mind it I gave up on trying to fix it a long time ago.

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