You know that bone deep exhaustion? The one when you truly don't give a fuck anymore? The one when it's like a repeat wake up, get ready, go to school, come home, shower, eat, homework, sleep, repeat? The one where you are counting the hours down? The one when you are BEGGING God to take you off this earth Because as a CHILD as God's child you are done? Like you are so done days,weeks,months,YEARS all seem to become all bunched up? The one where your "family" notices your not ok? The one when you notice you're not ok? The one where you can't even cry anymore? The one where you don't even remember the last time you truly smiled? The one when you can't even remember the last time you said "I'm fine" and ACTUALLY MEANT IT! the one when you just lay there listening to music ? The one your so away that your not even their anymore ? The one where you question the existence of yourself? The one when you question why your parent brought you into this fucked up life? The one where sleeping is just to pass time ? The one that when you cut it doesn't help you do because it's suppose to help but it's not? The one when you're So Goddamn exhausted? Have you ever been that exhausted?
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Truyện NgắnThis is my first book I'm ever gonna post in this account. Basically poems that get me through life.And little notes not only to myself but also other. Also there are a lot of spelling mistakes or errors and stuff so yeah!! ENJOY! Also this whole bo...
