『Kilonova』『Stray Kids X GN!Reader』

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Warnings : None

Everybody in the new group chat we had created with the boys was freaking out when I announced I was arriving soon, it was finally the 31st and Seungmin and I were the only ones ready to go. We had to meet each others at Hannah and Chan's house but since the others had slept there it wasn't too much of a problem for them, they thought they could take all their time to get ready since the party was only later at night, but here we were, being in a complete chaos because of something so small, well, seemingly so small. Time might seem small in the eyes humans, but isn't it really the biggest thing here? Anyways...

Chan
-"Alright! Everyone is ready this time!"

As Chan said this, all of us went to our designated cars, one had Chan as the driver along with Felix, Jeongin and Hannah, the second had me as the driver along with Seungmin, Changbin, Hyunjin and the third car had Minho as a driver along with Minji, Ji Woo and Jisung. We drove two hours and we finally arrived at the party.

It was big, really fucking big and there was a lot of people, the place was really crowded, but with how big it was, it wasn't much of a problem. The event was very well organized and we stayed all together for a pretty long time, getting food and drinks, non-alcoholic for most, some were feeling more spicy tonight tho, and I can't really blame them to be honest but I kept my drinks non-alcoholic, we played some games and scared some children, as well as got scared, maybe most of the time it was really ridiculous but whatever, screamers are scary even from kids disguised in angels! This was a really funny night, everybody was laughing and being happy, not thinking about a single of our problems, just enjoying the night and the gathering. Children and teenagers as well as some adults had disguises on, which got a lot of compliments from the crowd, and everyone was having a big party of trick or treating ! Candies were exchanged, some people gave oranges, confusing the youngers but amusing the olders. This is what life really felt like when you live it to its fullest, it feels like a dream that you've manage to live long enough to achieve and observe, even better in this case, to participate in. A kid would probably simply see it as a party to entertain some and make most happy with candies, and they would be right to see it like this, perhaps seeing things as simply as possible is the real key to achieve happiness, and that is why kids are the happiest, and that would most likely be right, but as you grow up, you get more and more work and chores to do so it seems impossible to see the simplest way of life the same a child would do, without being very concerned about anything but being a happy person and enjoying life... I do not have the answer for that yet, but I'll get it soon. Trust me.

In the middle of the party, Seungmin decided to go on the side as his social batterie had ran out, using the same reason, I also excused myself from the group, who did not seem to mind much, then joined him as we had planned some days before.

Seungmin
-"This place is really pretty isn't it?"

Y/N
-"It really is." I smile warmly at him

Seungmin
-"Hey... I know I said my batterie was out but... Would you maybe want to dance with me?" he looked at me, stars filling his soft brown eyes

Y/N
-"I'd love to dance with you Seungmin."

He took my hand and we got up, slowly making our way to the edge of the cliff. Putting our hands on each other and getting in a good position, we started dancing along with other people and couples who wanted some time for just them together. We danced for a while, speaking at the same time about everything and nothing while laughing from time to time, the night we just spent together with the rest of the group, and the overall week we had as well. As if time had stopped, he was the only thing I could concentrate on, nothing else was there to me the same way nothing else felt important as we danced our troubles away. As if we were two stars. Two stars dancing with each other, not thinking about anyone or anything except each other's company and...

Seungmin
-"You know... I've never felt so happy and comfortable with anyone this fast... You're really special it seems Y/N."

Y/N
-"Well I could say the same to you, I've never felt this way with anyone before..." he looked at me in the eyes as I said this for a second before speaking again,

Seungmin
-"Would you mind if I kissed you?"

Y/N
-"What? Right now?"

Seungmin
-"Yes. Let me rephrase that actually... May I kiss you Y/N?"

Y/N
-"Yes. Yes you may." the answer slipped out of my mouth, without my brain having time to process it,

And this way, he slowly approached his face to mine until we were close enough for our lips to almost touch, only centimeters away from each other, I could feel his breath on my lips and I'm sure he could feel mine. I could feel his heartbeat aswell as my inconsistent one. And this way, we were like two neutron stars entranced in a cosmic dance twirling faster and faster, spiraling closer and closer, until our lips collided with a certain passion.

I had finally figured it out. The right way isn't to see things simply, but to see them as the things you love, even if it means complicating them even more. The same way Seungmin and I were basically in a Kilonova right now. We all are like stars, shining less or more depending on how we see life and it's obstacles. The obstacles are comets, they pass near but you can't let it affect you, you need to survive through it to shine even more. If as many say, the purpose of life is love, then love, in my eyes, is a beautiful Kilonova.