I'll Make You Feel Beautiful

Chapter 1

***Ok so this is like my first story so yeah....also this wasn't just my idea. I had a lot of help from my good friend Rain. He helped with the writing and he also made the cover photo so yeah. Thanks Rain I wuvs you!!!

So here goes nothing.....

**Vic's POV**

I never meant for any of this to happen...In just a few short months I have managed to hurt all the ones I care about most. They don't deserve this, none of them not at all. If I had just said no....If I had just resisted instead of being my weak self and caving in to the pleasure........
Maybe if I just didn't exist.....

**2 months earlier**

"Vic!! Hurry up and come down to breakfast!!"

I woke up suddenly hearing my boyfriend Jaime's angelic voice screaming at me to wake up. Reluctantly I opened my eyes and checked the time on my phone.

"It's only 8 o'clock.." I mumbled to myself. Sleep deprived and disoriented I walked downstairs to find a plate of pancakes waiting for me, but not Jaime. I looked at the fridge to see that he had left the same note he always does.

"Good morning babe. Sorry I can't join you for breakfast but Mike and I are studying again this morning. I know you understand how it is. Well I hope you have a nice day. I love you! "

"Wow, way to show you care babe..." I mumble sarcastically to myself. It is Wednesday so I don't have class until 11. I sat at the table where my plate of pancakes were sitting there waiting on me. I ate slowly not really hungry or interested in eating at all, but I knew Jaime would be upset if he found out I didn't eat them after h e wemt to the trouble of making them.

After I was done eating I slowly gathered up some clothes and got ready for class. After I was dressed and ready I checked the time on my phone. It was 10:20.

"Time to go to class I guess..." I had just gotten out of high schoollast year and was starting my freshman year of college at the University of California, studying music theory. The campus is only 30 mins away for out place, so we all had plenty of time to get to school, and never have to rush in the mornings. I love here with Jaime,my boyfriend, and Mike,my younger brother. When Mike was in high school he offered a full-ride scholarship to UCSD but he had to graduate earlier in order for him to receive it.

Jaime and Mike are both majoring in astrophysics, so they spend a lot of time studying and working on projects together.

I'm totally fine with that....
I just wish Jaime actually wanted to spend time with me instead of studying all day....

I had been so lost in my thoughts I just barely noticed I made it to my music class.

"Hey Vic!!"

I turn around and I'm almost immediately ran into by my best friend Alex.

"Oh, hey dude." I say laughingly.
"What's up?" I ask.

"Mr. Way has assigned us another music assignment." he grumbled. "So I was wondering if you wanted to be my partner?"

"Oh, yeah su-"

"Victor!!"

Just as I was about to agree to be Alex's partner I was cut off by the sound of our teacher, Mr. Way, calling my name.

"Yes Mr. Way?" I just noticed that he wasn't alone. There was a boy with shaggy dark brown hair and green eyes.

"I want you to meet our new student, Kellin Quinn." he said.

"Hi." I said as he and I shook hands. "I'm Vic."

"Nice to meet you." Kellin said and smiled politely.

"Kellin is going to be your partner for this assignment." Mr. Way said definitely.

"Excuse me?" I asked in shock.

"You heard me." Mr. Way said curly.

As I stared at the both of them in shock the bell rang, ending class.

"Well that's the bell. I will be explaining the requirements for the assignment tomorrow. Have a nice day." and just like that Mr. Way walked away leaving Kellin and I alone.

"Well I guess I should be heading off to class. See you tomorrow?" Kellin asked.

"Yeah...See you tomorrow..." I replied. I still couldn't believe that Mr. Way was forcing Kellin and I to be partners.

I went through the rest of my day in kind of a daze, just going through the motions. Before I knew I was back home and walking through the front door.

I walked into the living room and I see none other than Kellin Quinn himself cuddled up, on the couch, with my brother and Jaime watching TV.

"Um, hi?" I ask more than say.

"Oh, hey babe!" Jaime say as he gets off the couch and walks over to kiss me.

"Hey bro!" Mike yells from the couch. "I hear you've already met Kellin."

"Nice to see you again." Kellin says from his spot beside my brother.

"Kellin is the new boyfriend O was telling you about the other day."

I think back to a couple weeks ago and I just vaguely remember Mike saying something about a new boyfriend.

"Oh, yeah right." I say quickly. I stand there a few seconds longer slightly confused before I make up some lame excuse about having a lot of homework and practically run to my room.

New boyfriend? He just moved here not too long ago! I think to myself. I guess Mike does have a right to date whoever he wants... Something just felt weird about that Kellin Quinn. I'm not sure what it is yet, but I will figure it out.