After setting the glass down on my bed stand, I change in to some baggy pajama pants and black long sleeve. I walked over to my desk, taking the key off of my necklace, and unlocking the top drawer. After searching for a while I finally find what I was looking for. Pouring two pills out of the bottle, I grab my glass of water, put the pills in my mouth, take a drink of water, and swallow them. I grabbed my laptop and laid down on my bed. I decided to do some programming and a little hacking while I wait for the pills to kick in.
No matter how much I try not to, all I could think about is what he said before disappearing into the night. "One day it will be." I couldn't get those eyes out of my head. They were so amazing. A sea foam green with emerald green around the edges. I could've starred into them forever.
Why did he stop me? He should've just let me fall. Than he asks me if I cut, who does he think he is. That is none of his business! But you want it to be. You did almost tell him. I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't let anyone in ever again, and I plan on keeping that promise. won't let myself get hurt again. Right as I start to fall asleep I felt someone watching me.
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I know it's actually quite boring and blahhhhh, but it's the best that I can do at the moment.
And if anyone's interested I am writing another story and its call "Repeat of History"
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Hold On My Love
RomanceAnnabelle Monduke is a girl who has looked at the glass half empty her entire life. With a terrible childhood and haunting past she doesn't let anyone in, not able to trust them. Done with life, she tries to end it all but will something or someone...