PURIFYING TOUCH...

Diary 1.

Dear Diary,

God, tonight was a weird night. I woke up in the greatest mood and I felt like I could take on anything, so I didn’t bother to make any of my medication. I thought that I wouldn’t need it. But then after third period, I just got bad again, I was in a bad mood and just wasn’t ready to deal with anyone’s drama. Then you’ll never guess what happened. DANIELLA!

I was so happy when Dom came to see me once he got back from his trip and then when we went to lunch, she got angry at him ‘cause of me and then confessed to cheating on him. The stupid bitch. I know I shouldn’t cuss, and I have been trying. Now “bitch” or “frickin” is the closest things to cussing that I use. I lost it at Daniella though, because then even though Dom said he didn’t care, that it was all in the past, she continued to have a go at him saying that she didn’t want him anymore, la-de-frickin-dah. He even told her that he loved her! And she didn’t even care!

I also met this amazing guy tonight, his name is Riccardo Verrona but I call him Ricci. He is so hot! And there is something about him that just draws me to him. I don’t know what it is. But every time I’m not with him, I want to be, or more like I need to be. He also has powers to control the elements. He only showed me water but when he did, it gave me a rush. Like the perfect high. The feeling was amazing. I hope nothing bad happens to Ricci. Since the accident I haven’t been able to trust myself around guys except for Dom because I know that he can handle me if I get like that again. But I feel like I’m losing control, and that’s really something that I don’t want to happen. Especially not to Ricci, he means a lot to me already.