How one decision can change your life... (janoskians fanfic) ON HOLD

Chapter 13

it's been 3 days since me and beau broke up. beau tried to call me but I didn't answer. me and james had an awesome time together with esmee. the day I broke up with beau was a weird day, we came home and found esmee with a guy on the couch making  out. I almost screamed when I saw it but james putted his hadn over my mouth and guided me upstairs. he said 'we have to give them some space' which actually meant letting them fuck on our couch. ( i haven't sat on that couch ever since that night) so esmee was on our couch with a boy, which was actually the first time I saw her with a boy after she broke up with brian a year ago. she finally moved on, but that should have not be on our couch. that night I slept in james bed again, I just wanted someone to cuddle. and I actually cried, letting everything sink in what had happened that day. I cried myself to sleep that night while cuddling james. the next day when I went downstairs the boy was gone and esmee was sleeping on the couch practicaly naked. I woke her up and let her put on some clothes and after that I told her what happened. she said it was the best choice I ever made, well 'you could make a better choice by saying we would move to LA' she said. thats when I brought up the random boy, 'oh I probably won't see him again' sometimes shes can be a real slut, but I love her. the 3 of us had a lot of fun, these past days. today we would do nothing just watch some movies and order a lot of food. I was in my room now, we had been sleeping with the 3 of us in james his room the past few nights. just like a massive sleepover, it was fun. but I needed some time for myself now, so I went to my room and got my laptop out. I went on twitter and just looked a bit around. that's when I saw a picture of beau and chelsey and it was a recent one. I could tell because it was here in town. that's when I realized it was on the field infront of our house. they were siting on the bench were me and beau met. what a dickhead! I actually felt dissapointed, he took his girl to the place were he met me. it's like taking your new boyfriend to the places you went with your ex. but what I don't understand is how the hell are there still together? he probably made up a story about me which she believed. well It's not my problem anymore, I hope he treats her right. I looked further trough my twitter, untill my eyes landed on a tweet. 'moving to LA soon, I'm so excited. anyone lives there?' it was one of my mutuals who I know fro like 2 years. so I tweeted her back 'are you actually moving to LA? there trying to convince me to move to LA' she tweeted back almost immidetaly 'omg you have to move there, it's amazing there! we could meet all the time' 'I don't know, how am I going to afford it? james says I can crush his place but with what has going on lately ' 'wait what? James? and what is going on? I MISSED TO MUCH YOU NEED TO BE ONLINE MORE' 'I KNOW! it's just not my first priority anymore, sorry! I will call you tonight and catch up with you!' I opened another tab and searched for apartments in LA, just to see how much it would cost. I did really considered it, but that would mean living closer to beau and probably seeing him a lot. and I don't know if I want that or if I'm able to see the boy who broke my heart. I could buy an apartment at the other end of LA? LA is pretty big. the apartments weren't that expensive, well if you choose the area of where the boys lived it was pretty expensive. but like at the other side it wasn't that expensive. there you could have a house for the same price as a apartment in the boys area. I found this really nice house, but unforutanetly it was way to expensive. it was something like we had now, but a little smaller. still 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms, but no studyroom. it did had an pool, that was something I always wanted. my parents weren't that rich, in england we just had an 2 storyhouse with 4 bedrooms and 1 bathroom. just enough for u all. esmee had like 8 bedrooms and 10 bathrooms or something like that. I always got lost in her place in the beginning, I learned the way after 2 years. I actually requested some information about the house I found, I knew I wouldn't be able to afford it. even when em and esmee split the price and I didn't want her to buy the house alone again. she would say it was no big deal and that she wanted to do it and I would say I would help pay the bills and stuff. but she wouldn't let me and we would get in an argument again. 

"what are you doing?" I heard James say as he walked in 

"nothing" I said and i wanted to slap the laptop close but James already took it from my lap 

"wait are these houses in LA?" he said looking trough the site and than looking at me. which made me look down "ESMEE COME HERE" I heard esmee stumble and running 

"what's wrong?" she said with an horrid face, which made me laugh 

"look at this" james said handing her the laptop 

"these are houses?" she qeustioned "you're gonnna move out?" she asked shocked 

"look at the location dumbass" james said 

"LA?" she looked confused "wait where moving to LA?" she asked me 

"I was just looking how much it would cost, I'm not saying were moving there. it's so expensive to live there. if and i say IF  we're gonna move there we have to live at the other site of town, maybe out of town than you James. your neighborhood is just to expensive for me. I can't afford that. so it would probably be no use of moving there"  

"don't mind the price you know wat I say about that" esmee says 

"I'm not letting you buy our house again esmee!" 

"than I will" James said with an smirk

"no no no James you won't! that's the whole point i don't want any of you to buy a house alone"

"than james and I will split the price" esmee smirked looking at james who nodded and smirker to "come on george! I know you want it" she almost pleaded 

"I don't know, I can't just live in a house again which I didn't payed for" 

"well than you pay a part to, we will split it in 3. problem solved" james smiled 

"exactly what he said, come on george please" she said begging right now 

"are you coming with me to LA?" 

"I got one condition" 

"and that is?" they both said expecting the biggest thing ever 

"there has to be a pool" which made them sigh 

"george you actually scared me, I thought there would be this big thing"esmee said which made me laugh 

SO I KNOW IT'S BEEN WAY TO LONG! BUT I HAD EXAMS AND HAD LONG DAYS OF WORK. ONE WEEK WAS FULL OF CONCERTS SO I DIDN'T HAD TIME TO WRITE. AND I HAD THIS MASSIVE WRITERS BLOCK SO IT'S A LITTLE BIT SHORT! NEXT TIME IT WILL BE LONGER! SO YEAH I HOPE YOU STILL ENJOY BYEXX