Kim's pov
"What exactly did I say when I was drunk?"
Many things , to be honest , it shocked me hearing these words from Macau , I sip my coffee
"Are you gonna tell me?"
"Better discussed it at home"
He let out a sigh , he was frustrated
Why never me!? Why it's always Porchay!?
These words are gonna hunt me for a while , Macau was perfect just as he was , but I don't get why he's jealous over Porchay , I'm just confused and clueless about it , after spending some time outside , we went home
"Kim , tell me please , I don't know what the hell I said and I'm scared I might have said something wrong"
Fear was in his eyes
"You just make me confused , you said something about being jealous of Porchay , you also said you hated me and that on the day you got drunk was the day you saw me with Porchay"
He was silent , was there something I didn't know? Searching in his eyes , he was hiding something , I rested my hand on his shoulder and he was startled
"Macau , is there something I should know?"
"No , nothing"
Secrets , mysterious , I narrowed my eyes , I grabbed his arm
"Stop running from your problems , tell me what's wrong"
He mumbled something but I heard it , he pushed my hands off and tried to go away , running away again , I furrowed my eyebrows , he went upstairs but missed a step , I stepped forward and grabbed him
"There's something wrong and I want to know , tell me , I will listen to you"
"I.."
I wanted to hear him , I wanted to listen to him , he wasn't comfortable , his back as turned to me , I wrapped my hands around his waist
"Tell me"
He was silent once again , It made me more frustrated
"Him and I used to go to the same school"
He finally decided to talk
"We were friends"
Were?
"We were great friends but he was always the one who gets everything , he always get away with everything , we were troublemaker , we used to ditched classes , I got detention for three hours while he got only for one hour , it was unfair , he gets away with everything just because he was smarter"
He let out a breath
"Teachers were unfair to both of us but I just get blame for everything , I will not say I'm not jealous but sometimes I feel hurt by it , I got transferred into another class for some reasons , remember I told you about that one guy who I used to have a crush on , Porchay got with him before I could , it kinda hurt to see him always gets his ways"
Some teachers treats students differently
"He got a nice and warm family while I have nothing until Pete came into our life , I liked you and he also got you , It's not that I hate him , sometimes I wish I could hate him but I can't bring myself to do so"
Something wet fell on my hand , soft
"He's nice , charming , generous and friendly while I am just me"
I narrowed my eyes
"You have every right to be angry , I don't blame you"
I said while he was sobbing
"But have you known about his life? Listen I'm not taking anyone's side , some teachers are sometimes the problems , did he know you got bullied by that person?"
He shaked his head
"Then , he must have not know about it , he doesn't have any parents , he only have a brother but now he have a family"
I turned him around , seeing his face , he had tears streaming down his cheeks , I wipe his tears
"It's not ones choice of be jealous of someone , you want to be like him , you want the thing he has"
He tried to turn his face away , I assumed it was because be was crying
"And it's not embarrassing to cry infront of someone"
I tilted his chin up , he wept bitter tears while looking at me
"Cheer up angel , it's not your fault , you seem to not like yourself"
He sniffed , sadness , I felt sad for him , thinking negativity
"And I'm yours now , yes maybe me and him will talk sometimes but I guarantee you that we're only friends , nothing more , can't even say we're friends , when we see each other , we just talk a little and that's all"
I gave him a smile as reassurance , he wipes his tears and nods
"Dont cry now , you look ugly crying"
"What? You think you look good crying?"
"I do after all I'm handsome"
"In your dreams"
I laughed
"There now , this is the Macau I know"
He smiled , this kid sure seems to be very sensitive , he has trauma from being a child and that's so sad to think of it
"I'm surprised"
He said
"About what?"
"You're so cold towards others , even towards your brother's but you're not like that with me"
"You're just different"
"How come?"
He smiled
"Because I love you"
I looked at him , he was smiling , I like it when he smile , his smile was precious , I kissed him , I tilted his chin up
"Also , you're nice too even charming , you're insecure about yourself"
He was silent , I was right
"You're someone caring and nice , you're just shy and is a little insecure about yourself , you don't have that confidence in you"
He was gripping my shirt
"My love"
He looked up
"I love everything about you , I've been observing you for months , I'm yours now and you're mine , you need to have a bit confidence in yourself and I know you can have it"
He nodded , god why was he like this? I might lose my shit soon if he continue to act like this , I let out a sigh and pushed his head to my chest , I hugged him , this guy just makes me feel things and it's sad to think at this age , he's insecure about himself , after his father died , I don't remember seeing him , I used to watch his moves in case he might do something to our family
"Macau , your hands are warm"
He was silent , the temperature of his body was always warm , I noticed it whenever I hold him or hold his hand
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A Marriage Contract •Kim x Macau•
FanfictionHe's rude and ruthless , he's a dick but yet , he still loves him He wasn't soft but the words always hits him hard , his heart was soft but the other one was a stone , his words cuts deeper than anything else But his soft heart fell for a stone c...
