A Marriage Contract •Kim x Macau•

chapter 16

Macau's pov

Ugh fuck , my head..I was feeling dizzy , I was having a goddamn headache , I let out a deep breath , I rubbed my head , fuck , I brushed my teeth and took a hot shower , I went downstairs , seeing Kim in the kitchen , I took a seat , I'm having a hangover , a soup plate was put infront of me , I looked up , seeing Kim

"Ginger soup , it's gonna relieve your hangover"

"Thanks..?.."

I could feel him staring as I drank the soup , I looked at him

"Why're you staring at me?"

Did I have something on my face?

"So yesterday.."

Yesterday?

"What happened yesterday?"

"You don't remember?"

Did I do something? Wait no , what did I do? Did I do something wrong?

"What did I do? I can't remember anything else except I went to get some drinks?"

"Do you remember why you went to drink?"

I was thinking but then I remembered the reason

"I just wanted to get a drink with my friend?"

"Oh? But your friend told me another thing"

He turned away real quick , what the hell did Boun say!?

"What did he say!?"

"Why such a worried tone?"

I held my breath , I look down

"He said you got your heartbroken"

I closed my eyes , oh my fucking god , I could slam my head on the table right now , at least I didn't say his name

"So? Who's the guy?"

He had a grinned on his face

"Just someone"

"Never knew you liked someone , you hide your game very well"

Do I? My breath was shaky , his expression was weird , oh my fucking god! I can't remember what I said , fuck! What if I..? No way! Even if I'm drunk i would never say that!...would I?..I was silent

"I'm going to my room to rest"

I stood up quickly and went up the stairs , I wanted to avoid that situation , suddenly he grabbed my wrist and pinned me to the wall , ain't no way he just did that..my face was hot , I could feel my legs getting shaky , he had a grinned on his face

"So you like me huh?"

My eyes widen , ain't no way , no way , no fucking way! Fuck! How did he know!? Did I say that last night!? No , oh my god..

"Who likes you? Don't make me laugh!"

I scoff , I started to panic , please , why is this happening to me? He's going to make fun of me now , I'm so dumb , liking someone like him is just a bullshit , I hate myself so much for doing this , he tilted my chin up , shit , my face was so red , I could tell , he put his leg between my thigh , my breath was shaky , I couldn't feel my legs anymore , they were numb

I pushed his hand away and look down , he was gonna mock me , we both were silent

"Look at me"

"No"

"So stubborn"

I was stubborn , he knows that I like him , how am I gonna act? Nice!? It feels like a dream , please tell me it's a fucking dream for goddamn sake because I could faint right here right now , I let out a breath , I gathered up courage and looked at him in his eyes , he was smirking , fuck! Why was he being like this!?

"Macau"

I shivered , why was he acting like that?

"You don't like Porchay?"

My heart stopped for a moment

"W-why wouldn't I like him?"

He's so nice , charming , generous , caring , thoughtful , friendly and considerated while I , I am just a pathetic boy who just thinks of themself

I looked down , my eyes swelled with tears , I know damn well my tears are gonna stream down , I'm a crybaby after all , I didn't want him to see me cry , that will be so embarrassing if he does , he tilted my chin up , I tried to resist , I heard a soft chuckle , was he laughing at me?

"Oh Macau , you're different being like this , I usually don't see you that soft"

Soft? I'm a crybaby yeah

"Let's have a conversation , shall we?"

He grabbed my wrist , dragging me

"Hey-"

He dragged me to his room , now why his room?

"Be sincere with me , will you?"

"Depends on what you're gonna ask"

He looked so cold for a moment , he pinned me to the wall again , why does he keep doing that!? Oh for goodness , I feel so shy when he does that cause that's fucking hot

"Do you like me?"

How straightforward..I stayed silent and looked down , looking into his eyes will make me feel things

"So youre jealous whenever I'm with Porchay?"

"Who's jealous?"

I said briefly

"Since you like me , I would say yes you're"

He was grinning , fuck him!

"So what if I like you? There's no need to mock me or be a jackass about it! It's not even funny to make fun of someone's feelings!"

I pushed him away , he was interrogating me just like a criminal but he was mocking me , making fun of me , I wanted to get out of here , I was going away until he grabbed my upper arm

"I'm not making fun of you"

"Then what? You pinning me to the wall , making me feel things , dragging me to your room and asking me shits!? Isn't this a way of you mocking me!? People were right about you , you're a fucking ruthless guy who have a cold heart , I'm just someone who thought I could get you to like me back but I was wrong"

"Why're you always thinking of negativity?"

Because I know damn well that one word might break me into pieces , I let out a deep breath

"Please let go of me"

"What if I don't?"

I shivered , his voice was so cold , the way his voice changed , he could change it easily and that made me shivered , he grabbed my collar and pushed me to the wall

"What're you-"

My eyes widen , his lips , mine..w-what..his lips touched mine..he kissed me!? He did that!? He kept his lips on mine , damn it , is he playing with me!? Is it a dream!? Is this real life!? I bite his lips and breath , I couldn't breath for a moment , his lower lip was bleeding , I could feel my cheeks red and so was my ears , I pursed my lips

"I like you too"