My thoughts.
Oh god. I'm not okay, I need help but I'm scared to ask. I can't even express emotions correctly. It hurts.. Everything hurts. I wanna let go, but I can't. What would they think? What if it fails? I can't continue, everyday is like a constant battle with my brain... I don't want to vent to someone, cause I don't want to seem needy. I need to be strong, or at least appear okay. I don't want to let people down. I want to make people happy. I just want to lash out, relieve my stress, I want closure. Everyday I'm looking for something that can't be found.
I have so much ahead of me, I want to get there, but I just can't anymore. I want to let go... I don't want to continue. 17 or 18 can't come soon enough. I need out of here, my mental health can't take it anymore. I'm tired of this battle, I want it to end. I just need space... I'm sorry.
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This was so not skibidi toilet, owo, alpha of me 😝
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No Ficciónnothing special, will most likely spiral down into depression as I write this, :) WARNINGS! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS MENTIONS OF SH SLIGHT INSANITY :)
