This Is Not A Fairytale ( Kaysun )✓

Chapter One

(we start with the morning after Suna sneaked out to help Ferit save Seyran).

The morning light, a hesitant visitor, tiptoed into the room, casting a feeble glow upon the aftermath of the emotional tempest. Suna, sleep-deprived and emotionally battered, stood at the window, her silhouette a mere shadow against the pale dawn. The waves outside persisted in their rhythmic assault, an echo of the night's turmoil that seemed to mirror the storm within her.

Kaya, a figure of both solace and confusion, lay still on the bed. The room bore the weight of unsaid words, a silent symphony of emotions that lingered like a haunting melody. Suna, caught in the aftermath of her own whirlwind, felt a strange mix of vulnerability and determination.With a resolute exhale, she turned away from the window, the chill of the room nipping at her bare arms. 

The journey from where they stood to where they needed to be felt like an insurmountable distance. Approaching the bed, Suna hesitated before sitting next to Kaya. 

His eyes, weary and burdened, met hers briefly before flickering away. Unspoken words hovered between them, thick with the weight of shared pain.

"Kaya," Suna's voice was a gentle whisper, an attempt to bridge the distance that had grown overnight. 

He glanced at her, emotions swirling in his eyes like a tempest. "I don't want you to see me like this ever again, Suna."

Her heart ached at the vulnerability in his words, at the pain etched on his features. "I don't want to see you like this either," she confessed, genuine concern in her voice. 

Their shared silence was a canvas for unspoken emotions, a tapestry woven with threads of pain and uncertainty. Suna took a moment to study Kaya, the man whose presence in her life had become both a source of solace and confusion. 

She couldn't let the events of the night become a permanent scar on their fragile connection.As he got up and went into the bathroom, she wrestled with her own thoughts. Guilt and confusion, like uninvited guests, lingered in the corners of her mind. 

She replayed the events of the night, dissecting her actions and questioning her decisions. The ache of betrayal she saw in Kaya's eyes clawed at her conscience. The morning unfolded in muted tones as Suna navigated the silent corridors, the mansion a mausoleum of secrets. 

She needed to find clarity, to understand the intricacies of her own heart and the man who had unwittingly become entwined in her journey. Hours passed, and the mansion stirred with preparations for the formal event that awaited them. 

The grandeur of the gathering seemed incongruent with the emotional tempest brewing within the two souls bound by circumstance. Suna, clad in a black gown Kaya himself had once chosen for her, approached Kaya slowly, hoping he'd notice her and compliment her like he usually does, he doesn't, admitting she was in the wrong this time, she linked her arm with his. 

His posture remained stoic, an unyielding force against the storm within him. The unspoken tension between them felt like a coiling serpent, ready to strike at the slightest provocation.As they made their way to the event, the world outside seemed to blur, their steps echoing the dance of shadows within. 

Kaya's hand found hers, a silent reassurance, and Suna held onto it like a lifeline. The weight of trust and support nestled in that simple touch.The reception unfolded, a grand spectacle that felt surreal against the backdrop of their tumultuous night. 

Seyran's accusations reverberated through the air, each word a dagger aimed at Suna's heart. She stood petrified, caught in a web of admiration and apprehension.In that moment of vulnerability, Kaya's hand covered hers, a gentle squeeze, a silent declaration that they were in this together. Suna's gaze met Kaya's, and within those shared glances, a silent conversation unfolded.

Later that evening, as the guests mingled and laughter filled the air, Suna and Kaya found themselves in a quieter corner of the mansion. The shadows cast by flickering candles painted intricate patterns on the walls, mirroring the intricate dance of their emotions.Suna, her eyes filled with a mixture of gratitude and uncertainty, broke the silence. 

"Kaya, we need to talk."He nodded, a subtle acknowledgment, and they retreated to a more private space. The room, draped in muted colors, provided a sanctuary for the words that needed to be spoken.

"I want you to understand, Suna," Kaya began, his voice carrying the weight of unspoken burdens. "Last night was not about losing control. It was about feeling a loss of control." 

Suna, her eyes searching his, listened intently. "I trust you, Kaya, but I need to understand. What happened? What happenend? Why did you react like that?" 

He took a deep breath, his eyes reflecting a storm of conflicting emotions. "I promised to support you, and I meant every word. But when I felt that trust waver, when I thought you were hiding something from me, it triggered something. Something I thought I had buried deep."

Suna's brow furrowed in confusion. "Buried deep? What do you mean?"Kaya's gaze held a flicker of pain. 

"I come from a past that's not as pristine as it may seem. There are scars, wounds that sometimes resurface. And the fear of betrayal is one of them."

The revelation hung in the air, a heavy truth that added layers to their unfolding story. Suna, processing the weight of Kaya's words, felt a deeper connection between them."I never meant to hide anything from you, Kaya. 

But I also need you to understand the complexities of my situation last night," Suna confessed, her voice steady but vulnerable.They sat in the quiet room, exchanging stories that had long been hidden in the recesses of their hearts. 

Suna, draped in the vulnerability of her emotions, found herself standing by the window once again. The moonlight cast a gentle glow, highlighting the contours of her face. Kaya approached her with a sense of cautious assurance.

"Suna," he spoke softly, his voice carrying the weight of unspoken apologies.She turned to face him, eyes searching for understanding. In that shared gaze, a silent agreement unfolded—they had weathered a storm, and now they sought solace in each other. 

As if guided by an unspoken understanding, Kaya reached for her hand. Their fingers intertwined, creating a fragile connection between two souls navigating the complexities of their shared journey. Suna's eyes, still reflecting the remnants of the emotional tempest, met Kaya's gaze, finding a glimmer of peace.

"Let's put the night behind us," Kaya suggested, his voice a soothing melody in the quiet room. "We can face whatever comes together."

Suna nodded, grateful for the reassurance he offered. With a shared sigh, he gently took her to their bed, the softness of the mattress embracing them like a cocoon. 

The room, now a haven of quietude, seemed to cradle their vulnerabilities. Kaya, ever the silent guardian, sat on the edge of the bed. Suna, her gaze a mix of gratitude and uncertainty, mirrored his posture. In the quiet interlude before sleep claimed them, they exchanged glances that held a promise—they would face the challenges ahead together. 

As they laid down, Kaya leaned forward, his hand reached for her forehead. The touch was feather-light, a gesture both tender and reassuring. Suna closed her eyes, allowing the warmth of the moment to envelop her. In that simple act, the unspoken words found expression—the storm had passed, and they stood together on the shore, ready to face the dawn. 

With a gentle kiss to her forehead, Kaya whispered, "Goodnight, Suna." His words held a promise of protection, a commitment to stand by her side. As the room embraced them in its quiet embrace, Suna felt a sense of peace settling within. 

The vulnerabilities they had exposed, the truths they had shared, became the foundation for a deeper connection. In the silent communion of their shared space, they surrendered to the lullabies of the night, finding solace in the promise of a new day. 

And so, they drifted into the realm of dreams, intertwined in a dance that transcended the shadows of the past. The night held them close, a silent witness to the evolving chapter of Suna and Kaya's journey.

So did you guys like it??? I decided to just publish a chapter first and see what happens btw, so there are no days i consistently will update the story on <3