"love isn't logical that's what you told me" Spock says "I told you that nothing about love is logical also love without emotion is illogical" Anansa replies "I love you Spock and if you don't love me then just say so.... yes I know you have been "g...
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During their time working together Saavik and David had gotten closer some may say they are even dating though with the way Saavik is one could never tell.... when Spock decided to go to Earth with Kirk and crew he hoped Anansa and Synnøve would go with him.... and Zakiya who never leaves Synnøve's side of course.... and he is glad when they agree to go yes he still had a lot of work to do to be what everyone else wanted him to be well all but his parents, his wife and his daughter who except him as he is and understand his so called peril aka his personality change after hearing Anansa explain her.... difficulties to Kirk he understood where her emotional stance is and as she would point out even though she looks like a Vulcan when she makes her ears and tails disappear she isn't one so she wouldn't be able to purge her emotions as a Vulcan can nor would she want to nor would he want her to he believes that since they went through everything they went through their Link isn't as strong as it once was and will only be fixed when he is fully healed once he figured out that their link had been "wounded" along with them he tried to try again but she refused to let him saying that it wouldn't work properly since he wasn't completely healed either which seemed logical and he realized that just like their body's hearts and minds their link had to heal he was just glad that their mate bond was still strong for if it wasn't he was sure she wouldn't have stayed by his side all this time and decide to go with him to Earth once again there is one thing he admitted to Anansa alone he had told her that when the computers for the memory test had asked him "how do you feel?" that he feels "lost, I feel lost!" Anansa slides her fingers through his bangs and replies "you will find yourself again and our daughter and I will help you to the best of our ability" she softly kisses his lips then walks away his eyes widen at the quick motion of her lips caress against his.... they are in their home so they were slightly more "free" to be whoever they wished to be.... he gently grips her arm and pulls her back towards him spinning her so that her chest meets his and he passionately kisses her lips making that kiss linger longer than hers did and he realizes that he missed the feeling and the love that pours from it while he kissed her he began to sense another "form" within the room with them and thought there was another person watching so he lets her lips go and sees her smile at first he was confused then she takes his hand and slides it over her stomach and he realizes that something else happened when he went through Pon Farr on the Genesis Planet she became pregnant "I'm curious about this one!" she says "how so!?!" he asks "well I had your Katra within me when he or she was created so I wonder if he or she will be more Vulcan than Kitsune.... not that I find anything wrong with that but with Synnøve looking and acting more like me I figured I would only be able to birth children in the same way and since I've never had anyone's Katra within me before...." she replies she stops when she sees a small smile appear along the corner of his lips "and your mother is right, how anyone feels is never irrelevant you just aren't completely sure of how you feel yet for you've only been focusing on you Vulcan side not your human side and that is the biggest problem especially since they are both a part of you, if you except one side over the other you will never be able to fully except yourself as a whole and that.... is one of the saddest thoughts I've ever had! plus if you were incapable of feeling anything at all you wouldn't be worried about how I feel for that would be irrelevant too wouldn't it!?" she says then she walks away once more he raises a eyebrow at her departing figure "it may be that this.... your rebirth was illogical and not supposed to happen but our daughter and I am glad it did!" he hears her say when she reaches the doorway "as am I!" he replies it was true he did not want to imagine her going through whatever pain losing her mate would have brought her though if he had not been reborn he would hope that she could once again find happiness and perhaps another mate that could keep her happy and help her take care of their child.... the child that is on the way/taken the place of his Katra since he or she is now inside her would not have been created/theirs.... nor did he want to imagine the pain and sadness their daughter would feel if she lost him forever he would have been grateful however that she was not there to see him die in person.... Anansa, Synnøve and Zakiya enter the HMS Bounty before Spock and everyone that was already on the ship smile at them as they enter Saavik and David were also riding with them both to return to their duties "permission to come aboard Admiral" Anansa says "permission granted" Kirk replies with a smile "thank you James" she says his smile grows "I've been treating this "new" Spock like he went through Kolinahr Ritual it makes things a little easier, he's.... not ready to except his human side yet" she tells him he nods with sad eyes "he's still your friend James there's nothing that will change that but you just like everyone else will have to learn to except his "on duty" side a little more often than usual like 24/7/365!" she tells him he smiles "so he won't be calling you Jim!" she adds he chuckles just then Spock enters the ship and asks for permission to board "I must apologize for my attire I seem to have misplaced my uniform" Spock says once he gains permission to board Anansa and Synnøve chuckle "station" Kirk says with a smile Spock walks over to his station "I know it isn't a Federation ship but perhaps Star and the others can give you what the humans call a "crash course" on their consoles and what they do" Anansa says to her daughter who smiles excitedly then walks over to where Uhura is and gets taught how to work the console she's sitting in front of she does this with all her parents friends who she has called aunt and uncle her whole life throughout the entire flight Anansa on the other hand stays with Spock and keeps him company "are you sure that's wise!?" Spock asks "oh it isn't like we're letting her fly the ship!" Anansa replies Sulu chuckles "besides this trip won't take very long and in all honesty no one wants to as the humans say "make themselves at home" on this ship so there's no reason for us to find somewhere to make ourselves at home and I'd rather she not get bored, plus she's already made the decision to "follow in our footsteps" and join Starfleet so this will give her the opportunity to see what the stations she's contemplating about becoming a part of actually do" she adds Spock nods....
