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||Amiri Romare Banks|| (Mir) Age:20
"Mir, cuh you good in there" monte asked knocking onna other end of da doe. As I proceeded to smoke the last of ma blunt, and finishing up ma cup of lean.
Shid I want even lie gang these past couple auh days i just been outta of it cuh smoking heavy and drinking back to back.
Way moe than i use to, And Ion even drink lean, but this whole li situation wit Amour fucking me up inna inside, I said lowly.
As they all walked inside the doe way, "mane hell nah man we not loosing you either to this lean shit" Serenity said.
Making me look into her direction seeing her with a big ass bonnet on and dried up tears.
She fucked up to, i thought as i grabbed ma double cup continuing to sip on ma lean.
"Nigga put that shit down. Don't you know det lean shit can have you addicted" Ace said with low red eyes.
"Facts nigga don't be stupid" Monte said.
"And Mir you gotta tighten da fuck up man amour wouldn't want this shit from you at all" Asia said with tears in her eyes from already crying and grabbing the cup of lean pouring it all out down the sink.
Ion care about allat right now, just give me ma shi back, I said getting up just to fall right back down from being dizzy.
"This exactly why Youn need to be drinking this shit, you gotta be healthy for when Amour come back" serenity said.
"Chill out bro we gone find ha. We not gone let shit happen to ha gang.
And plus i already got people out there looking for ha, trust me Amour ma dawg too man how you think we all feel right na" Monte said looking around.
Youn understand doe gang this shit got me thinking we just not gone find her.
we been driving around looking, tracking ha down, and spreading da word down there in Florida to ha family and nem.
And they all worried sick bout ha i mean calling every minute of da day asking if we found her yet.
But we still haven't had a changed answer.
Its da same shit repeatedly, "no no no" cause dets da only thing we can say.
What else was we pose to tell em, and we barely know anything.
We don't even know who snatched ha, Or what foe. All we know is that we can't find ha, i said pulling ma hood over ma head.
"And I feel you cuh, mufucka Can't even walk around this bitch to eat, sleep or force myself to talk to nobody. Shit tearing me up.
And thats ma one and only li sister, and iah be damned if I lose ha to any of these bitches or niggas.
Talm bout I'm fucking da whole world up" he said honestly tryna fight his tears.
"Hell yea and mama J down there going thru it man, she been throwing up, sick inna stomach and screaming at everybody" Ren said referring to Amour and Ace mama.
"Fuck man, i gotta call ha" I heard Ace say under his breath now thinking about how much pain his Og was in.
This shit just making me think all over again like she would've been better off not fucking with me. This all ma fault.
"It ain't nobody fault bro, she was at da wrong place at the wrong time" Monte said.
Yea but She would've been safe, and protected, if we left each other alone.
But nah I just couldn't keep ma feelings to myself, and couldn't even do da smallest shit which was to protect ha.
"Don't even start talking like that gang, I haven't seen ma best friend this happy since ha last rls.
So you definitely doing good within keeping ha happy" Asia said wiping her tears making ma face soften a li.
Ye but na I gotta drink lean to cope and numb da pain. Niggas should've never even told ha to grab them woods det night cuh.
DAMN MAN, I said loudly hitting da table wit low puffy eyes, as ma voice cracked.
Then I suddenly felt ma soul leave ma body. As I started to shake fast along with foam running down ma mouth.
"Shit, Somebody go grab a cup of water" monte said as he jumped off da couch, dragging me to carpet, and laying me down flat onna floe.
"MIR, mir nigga stop playing" I heard as I felt Ace slap me lightly onna side of ma face. But I couldn't budge to say anything.
"Oh ma god, oh ma god" Serenity Said as tears ran down ha face begging back covering ha mouth.
"Chill out, and calm down" monte said putting his finger against her lips as she started to panic.
"Fuck, I-imma go call da ambulams" Asia said running towards da phone and dialing da number.
Everybody just calm da fuck down, Monte yelled as everybody tried controlling their breathing.
And I then felt ma heart, beating hard as fuck in and out ma chest, and i then started to lose focus and lose control of everything, closing ma eyes shut.
