03| final goodbyes stop waiting * cigarettes after sex "i could win, i could loose."
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The whole car ride there was silent, I sat there zoning off as I stared off into the distance watching everything pass by my eyes quickly while music blasted in my ears, I dont know where the fuck this place was located but we had been driving for an long ass time. Maybe a small nap would be okay right? They can just wake me up when we arrive, so within seconds after I had closed my eyes I fell into a sweet slumber, it was a dream. Another one. About him, oh how much I missed him.
It was summer 2014 all over again and it was my 8th birthday, I remember that day so clearly. We sat on a big boulder near a pond and he handed me a small velvet box containing a ring, yet it was too big for my small hands back then.
Were the last things I heard before I got shaken awake, my eyes fluttered open as I squinted trying to get used to the bright sun shining down onto my eyes.
"Y/n.. we're here wake up."
"Huh? What? Where am I?" I said groggily as I looked around confused. All my brother did was chuckle and murmur under his breath.
"God this girl is stupid." he whispered.
"I heard that! Shut up you fucking egg head!" I said as I hit him. He let out a yelp as he opened the door and ran out, I rolled my eyes as I grabbed my duffle bag and rubbed my eyes. I looked down at my hand to see the same ring I wore for years, a small sigh escaped my lips. When will you come back?
Riki.
I exited the small car and slammed the door shut. I threw the duffle bag over my shoulder as I looked ahead of me, the place looked normal yet too suspicious. The ground was wet, making the bottom of my jeans damp as they touched the ground due to being too long on my figure. My family walked behind me as I hesitantly took steps towards the place, small raindrops dripped onto my face every once in a while, I stopped in my tracks and turned back around to my family as I stood in front of the door. Tears blurred my vision and threatened to fall out of my eyes any second as I gave my family a final goodbye hug.
"I guess this is it huh?" I whispered with a weak voice. I looked up to my little brother and gently cupped his face as he looked down at me, tears falling to his face at the speed of light.
"I'll be back soon Eun-woo, faster than you expect it. I promise, don't miss me too much, kay?" I said to him jokingly.
"I love you guys." were my last words before I turned my back and walked towards the entrance of the building. Their sobs were heard in the background while tears slowly slid down my cheeks. And I think for the first time in a while, my dad actually shed tears. A lot actually, and I couldn't even turn back to look at him and the others knowing I'd have to bear the horrible feeling of seeing them cry over me.
I quickly wiped the tears off my cheek and entered, the cold breeze of the air conditioning hit my skin making me slightly shiver. I walked to the main desk taking glances around the room as the lady looked up at me seeing me approach her, she looked around late twenties, maybe early thirties?
"Hello sweetheart! I'm guessing you're Baek Y/n?" she spoke while she typed on the keyboard, her voice reminded me of my aunt. I silently nodded my head as she gave me a soft smile.
"Amazing! We were waiting for you actually. I'll show you around a bit until I'll introduce you to the other kids in your age range, then I'll have someone else bring you around and stuff." She said, I was honestly surprised at how respectful and nice she was compared to what I expected. I trailed behind her trying to memorize the names of the rooms and where every place she showed me was located. I had to lower my music down in order to listen to her though. It looked like a really big fancy apartment complex, not what I had in mind and she led me to the elevator and brought us to the 14th floor, why the hell were there so many fucking floors? The elevator soon came to a stop and she walked out first waiting for me to leave. When I stepped out I quickly realized the aura on this floor felt very comforting and I had no clue why. Maybe my parents were right.
"Okay so this whole floor is where you will be living. There are other kids that live here with similar issues as you so don't feel ashamed! I'll show you your room and introduce you to others so hopefully you can make new friends." she said, giving me a polite smile.
"Thank you a lot, I appreciate it Ms....?" my voice trailed off, oh what the flip! I didn't even know her name, well that's embarrassing! She noticed that she never introduced herself and quickly apologized.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry I never introduced myself! You can call me Ms. Hong."
"Ah okay! Thank you Ms. Hong, also do you know if perhaps someone named Sunoo stays here?.." I asked her nervously.
"Oh? Kim Sunoo? Yes he goes here! He's a total cutie, he's very kind as well. Why are you asking dear?"
"He used to be my old best friend, I found out that he attends here so I was just wondering. Is it okay if you bring me to him..?" I fidgeted with my ring waiting for her response and she gave me a small nod.
"Of course! Follow me." She said, leading me around the place, the hallways were clean and had a slight smell of vanilla. I could hear distant chatter in the background and people doing their own things. We stopped in front of a light wooden brown door with the name tag "KIM SUNOO" imprinted on it. I was worried. What if he forgot about me? Or maybe he just didn't like me anymore. She placed a gentle knock on the door, I could hear shuffling from the other side of the room.
"Coming! Give me a second please." the voice spoke, it was most definitely him. He sounded the same, just a bit matured. I tapped my foot on the floor nervously until the door creaked open. A soft smile displayed on his face, and DAMN, respectfully he got so much more attractive. I looked up to the boy as he grew much taller than me. His eyes softened as he looked down at me, his lips slightly parted.
"Y/n?" he said barely above a whisper as his voice slightly broke
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