We're alone at the moment.
"Grayson."
"Yes, darling?"
She grabs my hand placing it on her heart.
"Is my heart beating fast to you?" She asks.
"It's beating incredibly fast, yes."
"I'm so nervous and I don't even know why. How do I make it stop?"
"Take deep breaths for me, okay?"
She nods.
I pull her to sit in my lap.
"In...out...in...out. Good girl, just like that."
"How's it now?"
"It's slowed."
She sighs.
"You're always there to calm me down, Grayson. God, I love you."
She wraps her arms around my shoulders, hugging me tightly.
"I always will be. I love you."
"Hey, Alisa said they found the guy who threatened- Oh not again!" Jameson says walking in.
"It's alright." Y/n says.
Though, it's not alright.
I push wheel chair with myself and Y/n into the other room, she's still sitting on my lap.
Avery smiles when she notices, Xander coughs on his scone, Libby giggles, and Nash is well Nash.
She tries to stand but I grip her waist tight.
"Sit." I whisper in her ear.
She stays.
"Who is he?" I ask.
"His name is Ed cals, he works for Will Grayson, your father." Alisa says.
Y/n tenses.
"His father?" Y/n says.
"Correct." Alisa.
"Hey, it's okay," Y/n says to me. A tear escaped my eye.
"We'll give you two some privacy," Oren says. "Everyone out."
They all leave.
"My father? I've never even met the man. He's not even worthy of holding that title. And to threaten you, he doesn't even know us. Not the way he should. Imbecile. He has precisely no right." I say.
"It's okay." She says, it's really all she can say, I wouldn't know what to say either.
"It's not your fault." She says next.
"Not my fault? If I never let myself get involved with you, you never would've been in danger."
"What?" She says standing, tears welling up in her eyes.
"I didn't mean it like that, Y/n." I look at her beautiful face, now turned devastated.
How dare I say that?
"You really think I care about all the risks of being with you, Grayson? No, I don't! For Heavens sake, Grayson, we're married! I knew what I was getting into but I didn't care, as long I'm with you! You said you would never let anything hurt me, and now...you're hurting me."
She runs out.
"Y/n!"
No, no this is all wrong. How could I say that? No, please, no.
I love her.Authors note:
God, I hate myself for making my baby boy look so bad, it's for the plot!!
He's really not a bad guy.
He's actually the best!!
Things will get better of course!!
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𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 #1
RomanceGrayson Hawthorne x femreader Grayson Hawthorne and y/n hopelessly in love. Kidnapping, pregnancy, love and hopelessness. Galas and unexpected turns. What could go wrong?