𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 #1

Grayson

"I'm gonna go in there, you wait here." She says to me.
I sigh.
"I want to do this with you, please."
"Okay, fine. But you can't look." She smiles.
"Nothing I haven't seen before."
I smirk.
"Oh my Gosh, shh." She says pulling me in with her.
She does the test.
She sits on the toilet seat fidgeting her hands, I sit on the bathtub knee shaking.
God, I want this to be a reality.
I want a baby with her.
"Gray," She breathes. "It's done."
She grabs it sitting next to me on the tub, I grab her hand.
"Ready?"
"Ready."
She turns it over in her hands.
Negative.
It falls to the ground out of her hands.
She turns to me sobbing into my chest, tears fall down my cheeks.
"I wanted to this to be real." She says through tears.
"Me too, sweetheart, me too."

We lay in my room, she's been crying all day. We haven't left this room since we did the test.
"Why is everything going wrong?" She starts sobbing again.
"Because life is crap, you deserve all the happiness in the world. I'm sorry, for everything. I never should've said what I did. I never should've treated you the way I did. I love you more than anything and anyone in this world. I'll understand if you don't want to be with me anymore. But I'll always love you, you're my entire world. You're my wife. And I never deserved you." I finally explain.

"Grayson. It's okay, it just hurt more coming from you. I already feel like I could never truly be loved. You broke my heart, Grayson. But I forgive you, I always will, because I love you. I always have, and always will."

I lean over and grab her face in my hands.
Smiling, I run my eyes over her beautiful face.
I kiss her.
Softly I move my lips to her cheek down to her neck.
She sighs.
"I missed this." She says breathlessly.
"As did I."