I just want to be with you || RICKYL

019 | The last one

Rick got into uniform, it felt weird to wear it again. He rolled his eyes, he was being dramatic. He tied his shoes with an apple in his mouth, he took a bite out of it and grabbed his jacket, going out to his car and driving to work.

He drove passed Daryl's house, looking through the window to see if he could catch a glimpse. He shook his head, what the fuck was he doing?
He sped off to the station, parking in his assigned spot and getting out, locking his car.

He rubbed his forehead, 'I just have to leave that boy alone', he thought to himself while walking into the building. He yawned, his eyes closed when the air was slammed out of his lungs.
"If it ain't the one and only Grimes!" Shane laughed, playfully punching him again a few times. Rick groaned, grabbing at the area Shane punched him, "cut it out, I'm old!" he grumbled and Shane laughed again, wrapping an arm around his shoulder as he walked with him.

"Michonne! Come here!"
Rick was jumped with questions, where he had been, how he was, if the case was settled, if he'd testified, who was he with.. Exhausting.
"Guys, guys," Rick chuckled, "I have a job to do, yeah?" he grinned, straightening out his shirt.
"what, you think you're better than us now you were chased by some big drug criminal?" Shane joked, wrapping his arm around Rick's neck and ruffling his hair.

Rick laughed as he tried to get out of his grip, the two of them wrestling eventually.
"hey you little kids, get back to work!" his boss called out, but there was amusement in his voice. "Little shit," Rick swore at Shane once he let go.
"oh you wanna go?" Shane said, the devilish grin coming back to his face as they continued play fighting none the less.

"come on, we have patrol soon," Shane said eventually, Rick sitting in his chair panting. Shane pulled on his cap, Rick stood and walked over to him, purposely bumping the cap off his head and taking off running.
"HEY!" Shane chased after him all the way into the parking lot, the two of them messing around by the patrol car.
"if you two crash that car I'm gonna be pissed!" their boss shouted out the door, then went back inside.

Soon they were patrolling in the city. Well, eating burgers and fries, parked in a parking spot close to the town square.
"no but really, tell me, who were you with?" Shane asked him and Rick slowed his chewing, glancing at him.
Shane now looked worried, "hey man. You okay?"

Rick looked at him, "Shane I, I don't know if I can tell you," he said softly and Shane turned to him fully.
"hey, you can always talk to me. I'm your friend. I won't tell anyone else."
Rick looked at him and took a deep breath, "well I, uhm. His name's Daryl," Rick said and Shane hummed, "riiight. So what's his deal?"
Rick bit his lip, "he was fifteen, turned sixteen while we were travelling," he looked at Shane, who already seemed to be connecting the dots.

"oh man, Rick please tell me you didn't.." Shane turned back towards the steering wheel. "I did," Rick said and Shane just stared forward for a second.
"can I meet him?" he then asked and Rick shrugged, "I haven't talked to him since we came back. It's been a week and a half. It feels weird to.. not be, with him, I mean. I was with him for months, everyday and now.. I haven't seen him anywhere, haven't talked to him, I don't even know if he still has the phone I gave him."

Shane swallowed, "Rick that's sick man. He's half your age."
Rick groaned, leaning forward on the dashboard, "I know. I don't know what got into me." Shane bit his lip, "I won't tell anyone, okay? But you gotta leave him alone."
Rick nodded, "I will. I'm sure of it."

[...]

"Oh fuck Daryl," Rick moaned out, his hand furiously working over his own cock as he stood in the shower, panting and groaning.
"God, oh yes, good boy. You like it when daddy fucks you?" he muttered to himself and cried out, his voice high pitching as he clenched his teeth together as he came over his hand and the shower wall.