Sam's pov:
!TW! eating disorder and sh
I sit down on my bed Criss crossed with a blue blanket wrapped around my shoulders I grab my TV controller and scroll through Netflix then I hear someone knock on my bedroom door "coming!" I yelled with a little smile once I opened the door my smile dropped I saw Colby. The Colby brock. The man who used to be my best friend but replaced me with Brennen Taylor "what did you want?" I ask with a sigh
"I'm going to Brennen's to film a video and the other roommates won't be back till twelve tonight," he says
"Okay," I respond rolling my eyes he walked away and I shut my door and sat back down on my bed and I heard the front door open and close I grab the TV remote and I clicked on heartstopper before pressing play I checked my phone 11:30pm I sigh I had half an hour till Jake and Corey came back from wherever they went I sigh and get more comfortable on my bed when I hear something fall of my shelf I turn to look what fell over and that's when I saw it. The little black box. It had little photos of me and Colby but at the bottom of the box was a razor blade. !TW! SH!!
That's when I realised I haven't cut in ages and the feeling started to become tempting. I rolled up my sleeve and saw some faint lines. I pick up the blade and cut around five lines on each arm but not that deep. I sigh and put the blade back in the box (WARNING OVER) I grab my phone the time was now 11:50 I throw my phone onto my bed and I get in my bed laying down now watching heartstopper.
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I turn my TV off and I hear the front door open I checked my phone 1:15am that's wierd the roommates already came home I get out of bed and walk to my door opening it that's when I saw Colby trying to sneak back to his room "where have you been?" I say making him flinch
"I was at Brennen's house filming!" He says clearly lying "so why are only getting back home?" I ask
"Ugghh, we filmed then he threw a party," he responds clearly irritated by my questions "okay, night Colby" i say and I shut my door hearing him mumble something on the other side I didn't really care what he said so I just walked to my bed and layed down on my bed and wrapped a blanket over me letting sleep consume me.
I wake up to laughter and shouting from downstairs I sigh and check the time 8:19am I open my door and walk downstairs and I see Jake,Corey,Aaron and Colby and I notice that Jake has his camera out so they're clearly filming I walk over to the kitchen since they are in the lounge and I grab a glass and make myself some water I sigh and pull out a little draw in the kitchen that holds knifes,forks,spoons and gum I grab a pack of gum and put it my mouth chewing it I close the draw and I grab my water and sit in a chair in the lounge but far away from where they're filming so I don't mess up the video I take a sip of my water and put it on a table and I grab my phone just scrolling through Instagram when I hear someone shout my name "Sam! Brother come over here! We're filming!' Jake shouts to me smiling a little and I get up and walk over to them "what are you filming?" I ask with a little smile
"We're blowing up a bouncy house and filling it with balloons!" He says smiling "sorry brother but I have to edit," I say with a little frown "it's okay Sammy!" Corey says.god. I haven't been called Sammy since Colby was my best friend "okay well I'm going to go now," I say with a small smile they all wave and say bye but Colby I sigh and walk upstairs I didn't actually have a video I needed to edit I just couldn't film with colby I jump onto my bed laying on my stomach that's when I sink into my thoughts !TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND SH! cut yourself you fatty, kys, Colby doesn't like you anymore and it's all your fault, eat less you pig, cut yourself no one will see and no one will care, do it. "SHUT UP!" I shout to myself hoping the voices will disappear but they just kept getting louder I couldn't take it I got up and grabbed the little box and I take the razor blade out of the box and cut ten deep lines on my arm blood starts pouring down my arm "shit! Shit shit!" I wispher yell to myself I run out of my room and go to the bathroom and lock the door I grab some tissues and place them on my arm the crimson red blood pouring through the tissues I grab more tissues the Maroon colour no longer showing I grab some bandages and wrap them around my arm and I pull my hoodie sleeve back down I unlock the bathroom door and open it going to my bedroom I grab the razor blade and put it in my box and put it on the shelf !WARNING OVER! I hear someone knock on my door I groan and get back up and I open it and see Colby I sigh more at his face "what do you want?" I ask a little irritated "chill! We heard alot of commotion up here and Jake wanted me to check up on you," he says
"Well I'm alright!" I shout a little
"Don't speak like that!" He shouts back anger clear in his voice "your not my dad! I can speak to you however I like!" I shout back he scoffs and slams my door shut "what a bitch!" I hear him say to himself
"SHUT UP COLBY" I shout through the door he walks away and I sigh and jump onto my bed and I hear someone knock "GO AWAY!" I shout then I hear the door open I huff angrily and see Colby "chill..I just wanna say I want to be friends again," he says with a sad smile I furrow my eyebrows confused "why?" I ask
"Because Looking back at our friendship you are so much better then Brennen," he sighs and sits on the end of my bed "do you forgive me?" He asks
"Yeah..I think so I really want to be friends again," I replied "um.. wanna hug?" Colby asks awkwardly I smile and wrap my arms around his torso Colby then wraps his arms over me pulling me closer I smile softly "wanna watch Netflix?" I ask pulling out of the hug "sure,what are we watching?" Colby asks and moves so he's laying next to me "umm..do you just wanna watch heartstopper?"I ask I hoped he said yes since it was in my continue watching "sure! I love heartstopper," Colby says smiling I put on the first episode of season two and lay down resting my head next to Colby's "hey Sam?" Colby's says "mhm?"I hum
"Wanna cuddle?" He asks and blushes a bit I nod my head then rest it on Colby's chest and he wraps his arms around my waist as we watch the episode. I blink my eyes trying to stop myself from falling asleep
"You tired?" Colby asks chuckling I nod my head and snuggle into his chest. The only sound being heard is my snores and Colby's soft breathing. RING RING RING "fuck sorry Sam that's my phone," Colby says
"Uh it alright I guess," I reply Colby looks at his phone and answers "hey baby how are you?" Colby says I look at him funny not knowing he had a girlfriend "yeah I can come round Thursday bye love you" Colby says as he hangs up "you have a girlfriend!? And you didn't tell me!!" I yell happy for him even though I'm a bit sad since I had a tiny crush on him "oh I actually have a boyfriend it's um Brennen," he replies with a smile "but earlier you said I was better then Brennen?" I ask confused "Sam. You didn't really believe I thought you where better did you? I was just saying that to make you feel good about yourself," he scoffs "get out." I whisper
"What did you say?" Colby says looking at me with a smirk "I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!"I yell so my throat hurts a little "calm down!" He shouts back "FUCK OFF!" I yell again pushing him off the bed "SAM I DONT KNOW WHATS GOTTEN INTO YOU LATELY!? YOUR SO FUCKING RUDE!" he yells back I go to push him again but he grabs my arm before I can push him "OW FUCK! LET GO!" I whine in pain
"Ow? Do you have a broken arm or something?" He chuckles gripping harder "C-COLBY PLEASE LET GO!" I stutter over my word from being in pain. He lets go "show me your arm i want to know what's wrong with it," he says calm "NO! i-i mean no," I say pulling my arm to my chest.he grabs my arm I try to pull away put he has already pulled up my hoodie sleeve. "S-sam?" Colby stutters staring at the deep bloody cuts on the smaller boys arm "GET OUT!" I scream tears threatening to leave my eyes.
3rd person pov:
Sam pushes Colby out of his bedroom and locks the door.. Colby starts to bang on the door "SAM FUCKING LET ME IN!" Colby screeches but Sam doesn't answer he stays quiet "JAKE!! COME HERE!" Colby yells downstairs. Jake comes running up he stairs"WHATS WRONG?" Jake yells worry in his voice
"ITS SAM!" Colby says loud.
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Fanficmight have triggering topics so I will have a tw if there is one in the chapter:))