Wicked style, Liam Dunbar

2.9 Friend Or Foe

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'I used to think I was smart, but you made me look so naive'
- Vampire, Olivia Rodrigo
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I HATE feeling jealous. Jealousy can go do one. Ever since we found Liam and Hayden at that house they've been all lovey dovey. UGH.

I have considered clawing out my own eyes because of it. I hate looking at the pair of them knowing that's what I want. What I want with Liam.

Everyone can tell I'm jealous, especially Scott who has taunted me, repeatedly, because of my chemo signals.

Jealousy doesn't come easy to me. I have never felt jealousy like this in my life. I don't get why I'm feeling this way. I should be happy for Liam and Hayden, but I just can't be. I hate Beacon Hills.

"Smartass" Stiles sighs as him and Scott come and sit opposite me and Anna, who is studying for some test, in the library.

"How'd you find us?" I question as I turn to the boys with an eye roll. I thought that this would be the last place that they'd ever look for me.

"Your jealousy" Scott answers, he turns to Anna, "both of you."

I turn to Anna with a small smirk. "Who are you jealous of Annie?"

"Hayden" Scott shrugs with a smile. He looks to Anna, "it is her right?"

Anna nods, begrudgingly, before she turns away from the group of us. The boys turn back to me, deciding that Anna probably doesn't want to talk about her love life with us. "Why are you so jealous of them?"

"Because I fucking care" I answer with a groan. "I want to be the one he wants. Not her."

"Tell him that" Stiles suggests. "Tell him how you feel Smartass."

"I'm too late" I respond with a shrug. "I should've never lied after that stupid party. I shouldn't have let him think that I don't know what happened."

"You also shouldn't have backtracked when you told him you loved him" Stiles adds.

"I hate feeling like this" I groan as I lean back into my chair and close my eyes, rubbing my hands over my face. "I hate it. Why does it have to be him? Of all the people in Beacon Hills why does it have to be him that I'm falling for?!"

I wish I could just open up the ground and fall in, disappearing in my own jealousy.

"You only hate it because you don't want to admit it to yourself" Scott shrugs as he leans forward, resting his chin on his knuckles. "You hate the fact that you're too late in realising that you want him, not the fact that he's with someone else or the fact it's Liam."

The doors to the library open, I turn to see Liam and Hayden walking in, hand in hand. They don't seem to notice us and move to the upper level and go down a row of shelves. I turn back to the boys and they're both grinning like idiots, "what?"

"Eyes Smartass" Stiles smirks as he begins to stand. "They never lie."

I also stand and roll my eyes at the pair. "You're both being ridiculous! I don't have a shot with him anymore!"