Chapter Seven
*10 yrs. Later*
We got in a fight, Jamie and I got in a fight, our first fight ever and he cried because of me. It all started when his grades dropped; he said he just wasn't getting enough sleep. So i let it slide. Then i got a call from the school suggesting i get Jamie counseling. I didn't really do anything or say anything until he completely detached himself from me. When i confronted Emmie about it she broke down crying talking about how He talked about wanted to die.
So later that night i confronted him about it. At first he didn't say anything, just sat there. Then i shouted at him to answer me. He started crying and admitted to it. When I asked why he said i'm never there for him and he's right. I'm not.
I cried, i haven't cried that hard since i read about your death and fell to my knees. Jamie tried to calm me down he kept saying that it's okay and that it's all his fault. The thing is it was never his fault it's all mine. I wish you were here, but Heaven was needing a hero.
Love,
Lezzly Maria Avilez-Davis.