Bonus chapter
Dear Lezzly,
If I don't make it back by Christmas then I just want you to know I love you.
I love you, our child Jamie, us, our family.
I know you didn't choose this life, but you chose me and this life apart of it.
I'm helping protect this country because you're apart of this country. And I wanna protect you.
I miss you. I wish I was at home curled up in bed with you watching all those stupid shows you love. To be honest I love them too.
I want you to know that if die I will forever be with you just look up at the stars and there I'll be smiling. Tell our baby Jamie I love him or her.
I also want you to move on and be happy without me. I will forever love and miss you.
Love,
James Arthur Davis