For You, Sabe [Part 2]

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isabella🫀
12:19 am

Sem break ends na
I hope to see you soon

isabella🫀
7:00 am

Good morning! I have to prepare for my 9 am class na
Will you be there sa school? If not, then that's okay! You better be okay na when you come to school, ha?
Don't come for the sake of attendance or else I'm going to have you flying from the ground, bridal style, and get you home
Take good care, my love

isabella🫀
11:00 am

Are you in the library?
Is it you that I'm seeing?
Isabella

Hell de Dios
11:03 am

bro okay ka lang?
sinundan mo pa?

Until sa exit lang
Why is she like that? She saw me, I know she saw me
Our eyes met and then she suddenly stood up tapos biglang she walked pass me as if she doesn't know me

alam ko, nakita ko
you dont have to relive it, lai

Shit it hurts

una pa lang naman dapat alam mo nang masasaktan ka
si sabe 'yan e

No
Don't talk about her that way
She's not painful to love, it's just difficult to understand her sometimes

sorry
hindi lang ako sanay na nakikita kang ganyan at mas lalong ayokong nasasaktan ka
pero tama ka, si sabe 'yan
mahirap intindihin pero palaging may dahilan sa bawat kilos niya

Pero it still hurts
Yet I feel like I'm not allowed to get tired. Like I just have to understand
Like I'm not allowed to get hurt

lai
alam kong mahal mo si sabe, pero pwede bang 'wag mong iinvalidate sarili mo dahil lang nahihirapan kang intindihin siya
hindi mo kailangan maging perfect

Ang sakit niya
read

Pero my love for her weighs more than the pain I'm dealing with 

then hintayin mo siya
hintayin mo siya while also acknowleding na pwede kang mapagod at masaktan
tao ka rin kaya hayaan mong maging tao ka
unless diba tingin mo sa sarili mong hayop ka
hAYOP KA, HAYOPP !!!!!

Hahahaha stupid
I will
Thank you, Hell