For You, Sabe [Part 2]

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TW: abuse

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isabella🫀3:00 am

adelai

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SHE'S BACK SHE'S BACK SHE'S BACK SHE'S BACK
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isabella🫀
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??? anong whua
leaaaaaaaan, whua, whua, whua whua ???

ISABELLA

ANO

YOU'RE ACTUALLY REPLYING?!

hindi, multo lang ako
tanga, oo, malamang!!

Ah, tanga

anoba kase
sorry

I missed you

tangina mo

Hahahaha I missed that
Wow
Just one message from you and all the pain is gone

anoba
sorry
im sorry kung iniwan kita sa ere
sorry kung tinakbuhan kita

But you're here now
Can I please come to you?

in me?

Isabella
I'm not trying to do anything with you right now
I just really miss you

hindi na ko sa burgundy nakatira

What? Then where? Are you okay? Do you want to live with me instead?

anoba, ok ako
ok kami

Kami?

im with seyvier, my younger brother

Oh

nung gabi na tinakbuhan kita, tinawagan ako ni sev nun
nag-away sila ni mama, she was trying to set him up with a business partner's daughter
but of course, ayaw ni sev. he's just 18 e
tangina niya parang wala talaga siyang pakielam sa mga anak niya
and when sev told them that he wouldnt be with the girl, mama did what she does best
sinaktan niya si sev
when i saw sev, awang awa ako sa kanya
his cheeks were red, his lower lip is bleeding, 'yung mata niya namamaga and his hair was messy
pati 'yung damit niyang puti, nagkaron na ng mantya ng dugo tapos nalukot na

Isabella

wait
'wag ka muna magsalita
read

galit na galit ako nung nakita ko si sev
i saw myself in him when i was younger
when i had no one
kaya sabi ko gagawin ko lahat para maparamdam kay sev na hindi lahat ng tao sasaktan siya
sabi ko gagawin ko lahat para kay sev kasi nung ako 'yung nasa posisyon niya, walang ginawa 'yung mga tao sa paligid ko para sakin
sabi ko ibibigay ko kay sev 'yung pagmamahal na hindi namin naramdaman sa nanay namin
sabi ko ilalayo ko siya kay mama, ako na mismo ang tutulong sa kanya
kasi walang gumawa non para sakin
at ayaw kong maranasan niya 'yun

Is Sev better now?

oo
we filed a restraining order against mama
gusto kong ipakulong na siya, para sa lahat ng ginawa niya sakin at kay sev
pero ayaw ni sev, kasi nanay pa rin daw namin 'yon
nag-agree ako pero sa oras na saktan niya ulit kami, hinding hindi na ko magdadalawang isip para ipatapon siya sa kulungan
kasi hindi rin naman siya nagdalawang isip na saktan kami ni sev

Isabella

pero minsan naiisip ko pa rin kung bakit niya ginawa 'yun
ano bang mali sakin? samin? para saktan niya kami nang ganon
pero wala talagang sagot don e

Because nothing is wrong with you, my love

sorry kung tinakbuhan kita
'yun lang kasi 'yung alam kong gawin para protektahan ka
ayokong madamay ka sa galit ng nanay ko sakin
ayokong madamay ka sa mga problema ko

No
Don't ever say that again
I chose to be with you. Therefore, I'm also choosing to share your problem with you
Hindi lang 'yan your problem, it's mine too
And hindi ako damay, it's my choice
Please let me be there for you

'yun din 'yung sabi ni sev
and im sorry na hindi kita binigyan ng chance to be there for me
palagi na lang ikaw 'yung tumatakbo papunta sakin habang ako, tumatakbo palayo

I'd always love the chase when it's with you
Basta it's you

kaya ngayon ako naman ang tatakbo papunta sayo
bumaba ka na, nandito ako sa lobby

What?!

kanina pa, actually hahaha
dalian mo, nakakahiya umiiyak ako rito habang kachat ka

Why didn't you say kanina pa, I would've run to you!

like i said, ako naman ang tatakbo papunta sayo
i love you
you give me extra leaps when im with you too