Addicted to you!!( Jungkook x reader)

Goodbye LA!!!

Y/n POV
"Honey are you sure you want to do this? You're leaving Jessie and Carla and Naomi behind, didn't you all have plans to go to the same college and have babies at the same time or something?" My mother said as she helped me get my luggage out the car.

"Mom we were like 9 when we talked about our future like that plus Naomi is going to school in Spain." I said as I close the trunk.

"Ok but what about Jessie? Weren't you guys gonna be highschool sweethearts and get married and move to New York and have like 5 kids together?"

"I love you mom but plans change, feelings change, I didn't want to continue to string him along, he's a great friend and I wish I never ruined that friendship by dating him but I want to fall inlove , the kind of love you and dad had. Jessie and I....what we had was puppy love." I said as we walk towards the double glass doors to LAX.

"Alright sweetie I guess but you know Korean guys have high standards, they love what they love and I just don't want you to get your hopes up because I know you're into Koreans since you yourself are half Korean." She said with a smile.

"Mom I might not even fall inlove with a Korean, might be a foreigner or maybe even be an alien." I said as I joked and gave my mother a hug.

She walked me to the escalators where it will be leading me to my gate, she couldn't come up with me since only people with a ticket can go pass the security.

She gave me a big ole hug and a kiss and then we shared a few tears and then I went onto the escalators and waved to my mother until I couldn't see her anymore.

I'll admit ima miss my best friends , they've welcomed me with open arms the moment my mother and I moved to LA. Jessie was my first boyfriend and he was amazing but he was my bestfriend for 2 years first and then we decided to try to see if we could work as bf and gf. It was going well up until 10th grade when I realized what I wanted to do with my life and the fact that we didn't have the same dream or even anything in common but I was to scared to break up with him because he genuinely had feelings for me so I waited until graduation to end things and yeah he was heart broken but he understood and I know what you're probably thinking....did we.....you know......do it??? Well to answer your pervy minds.... No we didn't. We've gotten close to doing it a few times but I wanted my first time to be special and since I wasn't all that into Jessie I always pushed him away telling him that I wanna wait until marriage and once my career sky rockets off the ground then maybe I'd do it.

That was obviously sort of a lie, I mean yeah it'd be nice to wait till all that happens but then again I'm human and I have needs and a very high sex drive so, yeah I watch porn and have a few toys and a very vivid imagination that I get the job done myself but I crave the real thing buuut I know how to say no and well as tempting as it is I can say no and not give into my temptations, not to mention I'm one of the few who didn't lose my virginity in high school which can either be a bad thing or a very good thing.

I was snapped out my thoughts when the flight attendant to my flight announced that we will be boarding right now so I got up from my chair, and walked to the lady and showed her my ticket and made my way onto the plane.

I found my seat which was right next to the window, my favorite seat in any vehicle. This was my first time flying in a plane and it was scary especially when you can feel the plane push off from the ground you get those butterflies in your tummy like the ones you get on a rollercoaster. As we were high enough in the sky where it wasn't so rocky anymore I looked down out my window and whispered "Goodbye LA!!" And then decided to take a nap since I stood up all night knowing this fly was gonna be a long one and I wanted to sleep for the most of it.
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