Married to Miss Temperamental

Chapter 4

I thought before that my marriage would be base on who I love, who I wanted to spend my life with, and who I wanna grow old together. I thought that love is always the reason why we marry, but in my case it was not. It was not love, nor for any benefits of both sides of our family. It was a will. A promise our grandparents made that we needed to fulfill. Inlove or not.

I knew about the marriage when I was 18 and Becky was 14 that time. She didn't know about the marriage, and I didn't know I would marry Becky.  All along I know it was Richie because Dad always bring him over. We became good friends but we can't be more than that. He like someone else, and I had Dasha. Both our partners didn't know about the marriage not until Richie suddenly become ill.  My marriage with Richie was postponed, and it takes a lot of time for him to heal completely. But fate have different plans, when Richie became ill, he couldn't do much, he was bed ridden for one year so our wedding is push backwards. Not until Becky came to Thailand.

She came into the picture and part of me wished she didn't came. Richie was ill so it means the wedding won't happen because of his sickness. But she came, so she was the one who have to take place. So in short I will marry Becky. She was so young, too young to be tied up with marriage, too early to be stuck in a unaffectionate marriage, she could have experience all the things a teenager can feel, but she can't. Once she married me.

I was inlove and I told myself i would love to listen to my heart but even when I followed my heart, things still is not the way I wanted it to be when the decisions are not mine to make.

While I used to think that a marriage should only be borne out of love, I’ve realized over time that this isn’t necessarily the case for everyone. Sometimes even if you don't love the person, you got to marry the person because you don't have a choice, and you can't make a choice.

"Bec!" Nop's voice eloped on the open area the moment Becca get off from the bus.  I just walked out of my car when I saw him approaching her, he walk her to class and she's not even complaining about it.

"Thanks for walking me Nop, you can go now." I heard Becky retorted but Nop seems like he still got something to say.

"A-ahm Bec?"

"Don't you have classes? Why are you flirting in the hallway?" I interrupted and I can see nop's face getting pale.

"O-oh, i'll head out now Becky."

"Yeah, thanks again!" Nop rushed out leaving Becky and me standing in front of the door but her face says all the bad things she wanted to tell me.

"Idiot!" She mumbled but loud enough for me to hear.

"Saying something Mrs. Chankimha?" I asked grinning from ear to ear and I saw how her face coated red not from blushing but from anger.

"Shut up Freen!"

"Angry are we Mrs. Chankimha?"

"Shut up Freen! Stop calling me Mrs. Chankimha!" She mumbled looking around to see if anyone hear what I said.

"Aren't you Mrs. Chankimha?"

I leaned a little closer to hear invading her comfort zone making her stumble behind. I'm glad there's no student yet in the room so I can piss the hell out of her.

"Back off Freen!"

"Are you ordering your professor?"

"Back off Professor Chankimha! Your invading your student's space!"

"I am not invading anyone's space Mrs. Chankimha—OW! BECKY!" I yelp because she bit my shoulder so hard. Her teeth dig down on my skin making me fall back behind as he pushes me away from the door before entering.