Lucia pov:
"Luz cmonnn" I whine. "Ok ok im coming" She grabs her backpack. "Bye amity" "Bye luz Oh hey Amelia." Amelia here!? WHEN DID SHE GET HEREE. "hey lucia" Amelia says. "Hey" I say. "Yo ain't that the girl you simp for and always talk about" Luz says. Amelia looks over to me and smirks. I shake luz. "YOU LITTLE- YOU RATED ME OUT 1 HERE 2 RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER" I say shaking luz.
"HAHHAHHAHHA" Luz starts laughing hard as hell. "you simp for her don't you you always talk about how hwat she is" I say pointing to Amity. Luz's jaw drops I smirk knowing i've won. "Hmm looks like lil amy got a gf" Emira says. "OHHHHHHHH" Edric backs up. "Shut up" Amity says. Edric and Emira are laughing and teasing Amelia and Amity. Amelia is honestly done with their shit fr. She smacks them upside their heads. Me and Luz start laughing harder then when your mom grabs the slipper (Very hard). "Lucia, Luz cmon" Luka says. "o-o-k HHAHAHAH" Luz says crying from laughter. Amity is laughing too. "bye Luz" Amy says. "Bye Amy" "Bye Lucia." "See ya." We walk to the car.
I start driving after luz and luka get in. I start playing Kanii, My bro. Me, Luka, and luz start singing it.
I know you understand I can't leave you alone
I gave you my time, but you can't pick up the phone
Life done been so tragic, oh, it won't leave me alone
Try not to be obsessiveI fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
Oh-ahYou only gon' text me when you're bored
Don't like the feeling of being ignored
Told you we're too grown for this, make your choice
Told you I'm too bold for this, already on itShe wanna spend some time away, she wanna spend some time
I can't give my heart away, I'm too in my mind
I can't give my cards away, I'm too in my grind
Learned this shit the harder way, now I'm in my pride
We pause for a couple of seconds
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know (oh-ah)I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
I fucked up, oh girl, I know, I know, I know
Oh-ah
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I fucked up, oh girl, I know (I know, I know)
I know, I know
Well now that were back Luka grabs his skateboard from the car and we go inside. Mom's never home and she never cares for us so I do. "What ya'll hungry for?" I ask "Violence" Luz says laying down on the couch and turning on the tv to watch Slasher. "Let's just do sum easy like grilled cheese" Luka says. "K" I say.
(2 hours later)
Mom comes home drunk im surprised she didn't get caught. "Fuk yuo luci" "What." "yuo hepled vhem vhey aer wittle fweaks yuo aer 2" Luz and Luka were in bed I was just texting Amelia
Amelia <3
Bro that sucks.
No it doesn't
yea right.
Shit sorry moms home
So?
She's drunk again
Drunk? what? Did she feed u guys.
I take care of us while mom is out popping pills
Wth why do you stay with her
I only stay to take care of luka and luz
Oh well will u guys be ok?
Yea she only hurts us when she's drunk and sometimes when she's not. That's why I send them to bed before she gets home
Well please don't let u hurt you guys if u do i'll fucking kill you ok?
Yea ok
I stand up and go upstairs to leave mom to do her own. I only do this to not get hurt I have a huge scar from last time. I walk in my room and lay down and listen to 505. The lyrics make my life better so does amelia and willow and gus. I cry a lil while listening to the lyrics
But I crumble completely when you cry
It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye
I'm always just about to go and spoil the surprise
Take my hands off of your eyes too soonI'm going back to 505
If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive
In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side
With your hands between your thighs and a smile
God I almost hate the fact that I used to love mom. Seeing what she's become just hurts. I promised dad I would protect Luz and Luka if anything happened to him im keeping that oath
