The Hero That Came Without A Cape; Ai (UNDER CONSTRUCTION)

Twelve

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I was in Ashton's room, sitting down on his bed, when he came through the door. He seemed livid.

"You okay?" I asked.

"No," he huffed and plopped down on the bed.

"What's wrong?"

"The boys think it's a little to soon for you to be moving in," he said.

"Oh," I said.

"Yea," he sighed.

With that I got up and went to my suitcase. I pulled the handle up and grabbed my backpack.

"Woah woah woah," he said grabbing the things from my hand. "Where do you think your going?"

"To my brothers," I said. "It's obvious that you boys don't want me here."

"I want you here," he said. "The boys will come around I promise."

"Really are you sure?"

"I'm definite,"

"Okay," I said and dropped my bag on the floor. "Is it okay if I take a shower?"

"Yea you know where the bathroom is right?"

"Yea thanks," I said.

I grabbed my nessecities for the shower and I went to the bathroom. I turned on the shower and I tarted to get undressed. I grabbed my nessecities and hopped in the shower.

As I neared the end of my shower I grabbed my razor and started to shave my legs. As I was shaving I felt a slight sting in my leg.

"God dammit," I whispered to myself and I watched as the blood ran down my leg.

For some reason all I could think about was the last time I cut. All of sudden I had this urge to self-harm. Before I could proccess anything I was doing what I had been trying to avoid and it felt good. I felt all my worries and stress instantaneously leave. All I could think about was the pain in my wrist, and the blood falling down.

It looked like the blood was coming out a little too fast, but before I could do anything about it, someone came into the bathroom.

"Holy shit!" I heard Ashton scream. "Dylan are you okay?"

The shower door was slide open and Ashton was standing there with a full view of my body. He immediately grabbed two towels and placed them around my wrists, and grabbed a big one and wrapped it around me.

My blood was soaking the wash clothes around my wrists, and the look on Ashton's face showed me that he was horrified.

"Ashton why di-" Luke said. "Holy fuck. What are you doing?"

"I don't know," Ashton said as his voice broke a little.

Luke immediately went into the cabinets and pulled out some gauze. He then took the wash clothes off my wrists and put the gauze on and he was applying a lot of pressure on to my wrists.

"Ash you need to grab some gauze and apply pressure to her other wrist," Luke said.

Ashton just stared down at me with a horrified look on his face, and I just sat there staring straight ahead. I didn't know how to feel at this moment. I felt numb and like I couldn't feel anything.

"Ashton!" Luke screamed.

Ashton then grabbed some gauze and he put it on my other wrist and applied pressure. I saw a few tears roll down his cheeks and my heart aches for him.