This Feels Both Wrong and Right.. (Chapter 4)

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Warning: Swearing, Mature Writing

(Mature Writing as in, smut.)

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Hyunjin POV

"Felix?.."
"Yes Hyunjin?

Felix turned over to face me, he was shocked at how red I was. It's rare for me to blush..

I crawled over to him, letting myself regain strength by doing it slowly. Then getting on top of the bed.

It was a bed for two people, and Felix was in the middle.. Jesus I have so much dirty thoughts.

I went over Felix, both legs around his waist. We were staring into each other's eyes.

"Hyunjin?!.. You're drunk!" He reminded me, but I was becoming sober. "Felix, I know what I'm doing.." I placed my hand his stomach.

"This feels wrong, because you have a girlfriend..but it feels right". I smirked at the words he managed to let out, "Don't worry Angel ".

I slowly put my hand beneath his shirt, as my hand was slithering to his collar bone. I lowered myself onto him and gave him kisses on his neck.

"Hyunjin...are you sure?"
"Felix. I'm sure. I only like you."

I know it looks like it's too early for me to say that, but I had an obsession with him, till Julia came into my life I stopped focusing on him and focused on what my parents wanted. Til I saw her bullying him.

Wait, that's right... She hurt him. She shouldn't be allowed to even see our faces, she'll get what she needs.

I was so deep in my thoughts and I was angry at the thought of her, I didn't realize I was acting crazy and desperate till he said

"Hyunjin..calm down." I rose my head up and saw what I did to his neck, and how my hand was making it's way down to his bottom.

"Sorry Angel.." he smiled at me, I thought of it as a signal to continue. He grunted as I pressed my knee against him.

We were kissing, I let my tongue enter his mouth and explore. I was losing myself, so was Felix, and when I say losing ourselves, I mean close to just doing more than kissing.

I lowered my head, my face was now in front of his chest. I pulled up his shirt again and sucked his nipples.

Someone started knocking on the door, Felix immediately covered his mouth with his hands and I pulled the covers over us both.

"Baby! Jinnie?" It was Julia, it's alright. I continued sucking his nipples ignoring the fact that Felix was shaking and Julia was shaking the door knob.

One hand around his waist, the other on his cock. His pants were still on but I could take them off so easily, his cock was stiff and I felt it all.

Julia unlocked the door with her hairpin, I started leaving hickeys on Felix's body.

"Hyunjin, are you asleep? You sound like you can't breathe..are you okay?" I sighed and moved myself more on top of Felix, so that my chest was right in front of his face.

I peeked my head out the cover, "yes princess, you woke me up... Please leave, I'm tired." I said in an angry but annoyed tone, then immediately put my head back into the covers again.

Felix was pulling me back down, we reached each other, face to face.

"Daddy.." he whispered into my ear, he was still hard and my hand found itself on his cock again. The name he gave me fucking turned me on.

We looked into each other's eyes, "Hyunjin did you say something?" Why is she still here.. "leave Julia." I demanded and she walked out the room. "And tell everyone the party is over, to go home you too." She sighed and locked my door as she closed it.

I smirked at Felix, I pulled his pants down and he pulled down mine. He took off his boxers, so did I afterwards I took off my shirt. We were both fully naked.

Felix turned himself over so I could face his back, I pulled off the covers and kept the lamp on the desk turned on. He arched his back and without hesitation I placed my dick into his ass.

I went with a slow pace that quickly turned to a fast one.

"Hyunjin.. slower Daddy.."
"Sorry if it hurts Angel, I can't help myself.. especially when you call me that."

The same nickname kept turning me on, I fastened my pace and he kept moaning out loud, his loud noises were enough for me to know he enjoyed it.

I accidentally came into him, as I was about to stop and apologize I heard his beautiful deep voice again. "Don't stop. Keep going."

I did what he demanded, I kept feeling tingles every second, it was too much pleasure for the both of us. He kept yelling out my name.

I stopped and pulled out, I turned him over. We smirked at each other, I put his legs over my shoulder and I hovered over him.

He grabbed onto the pillows as I inserted my dick back into him. His beautiful face made me want more of him. I couldn't help it.

The noises hes making, his expressions, everything about him. And I know everything about him.

I slammed into him one last time before we both collapsed and breathed heavily.

"You know Felix, I've been obsessed with you.." I managed to let my secret out, I never expected it to be said directly.

He looked at me, "And I've liked you for a long time Hyunjin.." he put his boxers on and I did the same with mine. Felix pulled me in for cuddles and I didn't protest against it.

He laid his head into my neck, his heavy breathing reaching to my chest. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't resisting from kissing him right now. I pulled him closer and laid my hands over his waist.

He looked up at me and placed a kiss on my mouth, I felt so happy. Overjoyed. Too tired to express it though. Lixie continued giving me pecks til he fell asleep.

I pulled the covers over us and fell asleep right after him.



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A/N: JESUS. I literally lost self respect for myself, I don't want to talk about what I just wrote.
I'm literally half asleep I feel like there's some grammar mistake but I don't knowwww

Anyway, did you like it?? To whoever reads this.
I also listened to one of my private playlist for this but here's a list of songs.

Boyfriend by Dove Cameron, I kissed a boy by Katy Perry, Die for you by The Weekend, Paris by Sabrina Carpenter, TASTE by Stray Kids, Wine Pon You by Doja Cat and Konshens. Etc.

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