Hey guys, sorry it took me so long to update..... I was just busy with school and stuff J J I promise that I will update more often for now on; I've been reading other peoples fanfics as in Love or Heroin? (Great book) and Falling Angles (Andy Sixx Fanfic) anyway no more shout outs :D So yeah guys, promise yous that I will update more often
Josh's POV
-1 weeks later-
Vicki finally gets to come home today after being in hospital for 1 and half weeks. I was so excited to go pick Vicki up. As soon as I pulled up to the hospital, Vicki was already outside waiting for me. I helped her carry her backs and shit to the car, the ride back to my apartment was quiet.. Too quiet.
"Sooo" I said, just wanted to break the awkward silence but I think I just made it more awkward
"Soo"
"I hadn't really done anything about the sleeping arguments, so you can have my bed for the meantime, while I sleep on the couch"
"No, you have YOUR bed and I'll sleep on the couch it would be fine,"
"Are you sure?" I didn't really want her to take the couch but if she wanted to then so be it,
"Yeah, it's fine" as she said that I pulled up to my apartment. I told her to just wait inside why I grabbed her bags. We got to my apartment Number 1712 (See what I did there hehehe) I gave her a little tour of my shitty apartment. After the apartment tour, I order us pizza and we watched a movie.
"I'll be back, have to go to the bathroom"
"Okay, hurry back"
-2 minute later-
"Back"
"What took you so long?"
"Hey!! I wasn't gone for that long"
"Yeah, Yeah okay whatever you say"
"Whatever, anyway do you want to watch another movie?"
"Yeah sure what movie?" I asked, she gets to pick this time. As I saw her reach for the DvD case, her sleeve rolled up, nah that couldn't be what I think it is, its probably what her ex-boyfriend did. The sleeve rolled up more and it reviled it all, yep there cuts. I didn't want to say anything. So I just left.
"Hey, why you pick the movie, I'm going to go to the bathroom, I'll be back in a tick" I left only walking to my room.So as i walked into my room. I just broke down crying. I cant believe she does that to herself, i have to ask her about it. But i have to wait for the right time to ask her.
Vickis POV
josh was taking a real long time so i went to the bathroom and he wasnt in there, i heard someone crying from his bedroom. I knocked but no answer so i just walked in and i saw josh sitting on his bed crying "josh whats wrong?" I asked worried about why he was crying. "Why?" Was all he responded with, "why, what?" I has no idea what he was talking about, he stood up from the bed and walked to me and pulled up my sleeve. shit! "Why?"
"Ah..." I was lost for words, i was having a panic attack. I ripped my arm from his grib and ran out of his apartment and ran, i had no idea where i was going but i needed to get away, i needed time to think. How did he know? When did he found out? I was know having a massive panic attack and i fainted.
Josh's POV
I had no idea where she was going but i needed to find her. To make sure she was alright. I was walking towards the park, its in the middle of the night and i cant see a thing. Eventually i made it to the park, finally i found her lying under a tree, i ran over to her. But she wasn't moving. I picked her up and took her back to my apartment.
Vickis POV
i woke up not remembering what happened and how i got in a bed. I looked around my surroundings, now i remember. Josh knows I self harm. I got out of the bed and headed towards the kitchen. "Hey, how are you feeling?" Josh asked which scared me. "Im feeling fjne thanks you?"
"Vicki you know we have to talk about it, you cant just push it aside."
"Fine, lets talk about it now" i really dont want to talk about, i havent told anyone about it.
"Why?"
"Well you see i suffer my sever depression, i get bullied severely and my parents dont give a fuckin fly about it." I dont know why but i ended up in tears. "Shhh" josh hugged me. "Now tell me what people do to bully you?"
"Well they call me named like emo, fat bitch, whore, loser and many other names, i also get a lot physical things as well like getting punched, beaten and shoved into lockers stuff like that." I felt really embarrassed telling him all about what happens at school.
*authors note
Hey guys sorry took so long to update. There is still a lot of things on my mind and now i have writers block, can you guys please help me on what to happen next if so. Comment below or just message me :)
