missing you
comes in sweating
in crippling anxiety
that maybe i've completely
and utterly fucked up
to the point that you will never
ever feel that way again
i look for you
in every person i meet
but i cannot find you
for there is no one out there
who could even compare to you
missing you
comes in nightmares
in dreading that the day
the day would come
when you'd tell me to
fuck right off
and leave your life forever
no comebacks
i wonder if that will truly happen
missing you is driving me
a little insane
