i carry around my past in my heart
that's why it's so heavy
all the people i've lost
all the mistakes i've made
it's all inside of me
i can't fucking breathe
but no one will save me
because everyone else is busy saving themselves
so i'm covering my eyes
and putting this disguise
all over my body
showcasing a smile
that screams
god, please, help me
but no one would really see it
they'd all just think i'm pretty
