there's nothing much to really live for
actually there's nothing at all
i find myself quite lost every single day
i don't know why i try to survive
in a world that terrifies me
and at the end of the day nobody really cares if i die
so why do i keep going?
i hate this life i'm living
i hate the people who don't care
but i hate those who pretend they do when
they really don't even more
i hate the boys who broke my heart
i hate the friends who used and use me still
i hate people who don't know me
but paint me as a bad guy
i hate the strangers who expect
more than what i can give
i hate myself for trying to stay
in this rotten world where everyone
either wants to die or kill somebody else
i am so full of hatred it scares me
my humanity fades more and more each day
