Chapter 14: Past.

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♡George pov♡

It was hard seeing Clay in the hospital knowing it was more than likely my fault. He stopped eating because he thought there was something wrong with him, and that's why I didn't like him. I DO like him, and that's the problem. I could even go as far as to say I love him.

There was a gentle knock on my door. I quickly rolled my sleeves down as the door opened. Karl came in and walked over to my bed.

"Hey, Sapnap and I made it official, and I wanted to ask about some things." He said, sitting on the edge of my bed.

I sat up more and smiled.

Finally, they got together.

"I think I want to try more with him. Not sex yet, but yknow. Sexual." He told me.

"Okay, like what?" I asked.

His face turned red, and he fidgeted with his hoodie sleeves.

"That's embarrassing, George." He said.

I laughed.

"Handjob? Head?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Handjob is easy. It's basically just like how you would do it to yourself. Head is different. It's scary the first time." I told him.

"How do I do it so I don't embarrass myself?" He asked.

"First of all, always make sure you don't use teeth. Don't touch him with your teeth at all because you could hurt him. Use a lot of tongue. Don't push yourself because it'd be really embarrassing if you threw up. Just do what you feel comfortable with. He knows you've never done any of this before, right?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Okay, perfect. Remember to always ask if what you're doing is okay. Let him guide you through it. He has experience, doesn't he?" I asked.

"A lot. He had a hoe era." He replied, making both of us laugh.

"That's honestly good that he has experience then. He'll know exactly what to do. Just ask him to guide you through it, and I'm sure he will." I told him.

He turned red again.

"George, can you ask for me? I'm nervous." He mumbled.

I sighed.

"Fine. Just this once. After this, you're all on your own." I stated.

"Thank you." He replied.

I smiled and got off my bed. I left my room and went downstairs. Sapnap was on the couch.

"Hey." I said.

He turned to look at me.

"Hey." He replied.

"Karl wanted me to talk to you because he was too embarrassed." I told him, going to sit by him on the couch.

"About the whole next step thing?" He asked.

I nodded.

"I'm not gonna give you a whole lecture or anything because I know you're a good person, and you're gonna treat him right. Please just talk him through everything. He's always been scared of sex and all of that." I explained.

Sapnap nodded.

"Yeah, of course I'll do that. He opened up a lot about past relationships, sexual assault, and his fear of sex. I understood all of it, and I promise I'm gonna treat him well. He's not just a hookup to me. This is real. I want him to stay with me. It's this weird feeling of wanting to do everything in my power to help him feel comfortable and safe." He told me.

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