something immortal. (dylan o'brien)

𝟎𝟖.

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𝑰 woke up this morning, thinking immediately of Dylan, and I had realized how big of a problem this has become. Therefore, I have decided that we have to go back to how it was before, when we were annoyed with each other, couldn't stand to be in the same room with each other. And I know that's really immature and all, but I wasn't sure what else to do, I couldn't love him again, it was over. It is over.

I walked onto the set saying hello to Kaya and Ki Hong, and then I walked onto the set. I was a little nervous for the scene we had to shoot today, it was a scene where me and Dylan's character have to share our first kiss, which I'm really nervous about because of how awkward it'll probably be.

"Hey Madeline, how are you?" Dylan asks as he walks up to me, with his cute little smile plastered on his face. Oh gosh, he was so adorable, but I forced myself not to think like that. "Hey." I reply as dryly as I can, I have to try and hint to him that were nothing more than co-workers. 

As I walk past Dylan to get ready for the scene, I feel his eyes burning into me, it made me feel like melting right on the spot, though I do feel kind of bad for acting really dry with him. 

Stick to the plan, Madeline.

A few moments later Dylan and I were both in position, we were standing about two metres away, and breathing heavily because our characters had just ran for their lives. I tried to take a deep breath before they yelled action and we had to kiss, I tried to calm down as best as I could. I started to hear my heartbeat drumming through my eyes as I felt myself shaking a bit. 

"Action!" 

Me and Dylan immediately were in character, breathing dramatically, though I had stopped breathing heavily and I just stared at Dylan lustfully. A second later we both had moved at the same time and our lips smashed into each other's instantly. His lips were so soft just like I remembered. As the cameras started to circle us for dramatic effect, I slowly felt his tongue slip into my mouth, causing me to jump a bit. I put my hands into his hair, knotting it a bit while he wrapped his arms around my lower back. 

I felt something inside of me jump with excitement, and I know we were just acting, but I couldn't help but feel... different.

"Cut!"

Almost instantly we had broken apart, trying to end it as fast as possible, we were breathing a bit heavily, trying to not make eye contact with each other. That was the first kiss we had done since the breakup. To be able to feel his soft, plump lips against mine again made me feel all warm and tingly inside. 

"Good acting." I commented awkwardly as I raced away, anywhere else that I could possibly go that wasn't near Dylan. The next scene was just supposed to be Dylan and Chuck, so I was able to cool off a bit and try to calm down. 

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It was the end of the day, and I was able to get through the day with no more awkwardness from me and Dylan, it was more so just dryness from me. But for tonight I was going to hangout with Will and Kaya, hopefully hanging out with my friends would help me forget about Dylan for a few hours. 

I walked off the set to fetch my purse and then I was about to walk out the door until Dylan stopped me. He stood in front of me, blocking the exit of the doorway. I sighed with annoyance and I looked up at him with an unimpressed look on my face. 

"Dylan, get out of the way." I huffed, hoping that would be all I would have to say for him to move. 

"Why are you acting so weird today? Usually we goof around and stuff" He asked, going a bit quieter at the end of his sentence, looking down at me with concerned eyes. I took a deep breath, trying to contain myself from kissing him out of the ordinary, though I had to stay strong and avoid him. 

"Well after all that goofing around, I remembered what you had done, so if you don't mind, Ill be on my way." I retorted, pushing my way past him. Even though I still... sort of have feelings for Dylan, I still don't forgive him for what he did back when we were filming Teen Wolf.

I breathed out a shaky sigh as I started to walk to my car, wanting to get out of here as quickly as possible. I was going to go home, clean the house a bit for Will and Kaya to come over, I just hoped the paparazzi wont be a problem during our dinner plans. 

Bing.

I reach for my phone in my bag just as I'm making my way to my car. I see a notification about the latest celebrity gossip, I inhaled sharply, hoping it wasn't about me. I open the message and I gasp in shock.

Madeline Bennett and Dylan O'brien starting over once again??

After recent interview with Holland Roden, interviewer questions whether or not her and Dylan ever dated during filming, Holland claims her and Dylan were never in a relationship, but says her and O'brien were a bit more than friends...? 

However, after spotting O'brien and Bennett at comic-con, will these two rekindle what was once a burning flame?

I get into my car, barely feeling my hands due to the numbness. My heartbeat was beating rapidly as I read the article over and over again to make sure I wasn't just seeing things. Why would Holland blurt that out to the world? I thought we had moved past it?

Sorry for the short, boring chapter today